Sunday, July 6, 2008

i will forever remember u....my love

since the day i back from Ns, i found tat my turtles was no as active as last time it did. The turtles rejected to eat, to walk, to swim....they jz keep on sleeping. Of course, i'm sure they not yet died...i'm conviction tat they jz no appetite or my little turtles just having hibernation like other cold-blooded animal do.
i used to put my turtles in a box wit 2 pieces of warm towel, bcoz i discovered they not tat like soak in the water...of course , the right time i would put them into water again for drinking and eating. They are still baby unable to crunch the turtle pellets by themselves, so the pellets would be thrown in water for them to eat. Sometime, i would also let them do some exersices tat taught by my dar....hehe, turn over them on the floor, and let them turn the body over back by themselves...my little gal turtle always done a good job of tat.
But....
recently, they cannot.
when i put them in water, they also jz floating on the water.
i'm really upset about that. What happened???
There jz only got veterinary surgeon for cats, dogs, snakes, rabbits......
how about my turtles sick??? nobody can cure them...
they already followed me almost a year, i tink....but the size still small....like baby. My fren told me, cannot even drop the turtle on floor...if not, they will never growing up ! When i heard tis, i was like...opps ! i had drop them many many time....very guity about tat. i'M not purposely did that. i jz wanna spend more time on them, play wit them, play water wit them, talk wit them...so, sumtime may fall them on the floor.
many ppl sure tink i was stupid, foolish, silly....!!!
but, don't u all feel any sympathic on those little animal...
it's a being, a life...and it's delicated.
In the tragedi of si-chuan earthquake, there a dog saved the host life. The dog dicovered it's host is covered under the ground, the dog find the food and drink for the human survive. it accompany the host untill the bomba got find the surviver.
anywhere....
Yesterday. my turtles was died......
mayb it already died in the morning or few days ago...
Jz i never notice...
yesterday nite, suddenly feeling offense for my turtles...when i went to see them...they were covered by ants....
my heart so so pain
i never take good care of them...
i'm admit i got a bit bored of them...bcoz watever food i feed them, they also dunwan...
tat're already stg wrong on them...jz they can not talk ...
now they're gone.
i'm crying like hell......
i'm have no qualification to breed them !!!
i'm saw other ppl house turtle jz keep inside a tight and small water bowl...they hv no freedom, no food....everytime i went that house, saw that turtle....the turtle always grabbing the bowl, sound like it wan me to let it out...i felt i'm useless to help the turtle, and i'm always hiding in the toilet crying...
the true is, the turtle the host breed is growing up and heathy, no died...
is it wan me breed my turtles in tat way only good???
breathless now~
i miss them so much now...
the eye so swallow due to the big cry.
i still remember the since tat first day i saw the turtle.
it's a gift from my dar...i was so suprised my dar would gv turtles to me . He knows i love turtles.
everything will be a memories for me.
for me....stopping any sales of selling pets to ppl is the best way to solve tis tragic sight !
FRENS ....pls love ur's pet !

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