Saturday, January 17, 2009

Lover and Frens.






its been a tough week ever....
my black black cloudy week...
many unlucky happening, sadness occupied my days, can this just last for no longer.....
and the valid is tonight....



i hate the time table of this week...
we passed through dunno how many break hours, but then god know we got nothing after all.
all the lessons attended...i confuse
maybe because i'm a dependent person...
i need a book, atleast.
It's was just begining of the semester 2, so i'm still trying my best to collect all the notes, text book from my collegues.



had some unhappy "tragedy" happened in my friendship with no any expected...
from the initial, i thought i was nothing did wrong
untill i found my fasle eventually, i felt helpless.....
the problem was there so long time ago, but i was just take it not seriously...
i thought that was my "style" nor my "pattern" ...
But, it's time to change...
Yeah, Attitude is a very important fact. i trying best to be better.
And i will Smile More...althought it's hard for me.
i do not wish to "frighten" any of my friend anymore.
it's hard hard hard...
okay...i should practise it in my daily life.
Go...Go...Go...the future PR. ^^
and my friend, if do really my friend and love me....You should understand me instead of misunderstanding me !
Do Remind me of any of my wrong



As i thought, the shoulder of dar is the best place to lay on after all ....
so....i waiting for the arrival of thursday ....
But, god know.... Dar's car road taxes had expired and he just realized this the day before we meet...I got no any special reaction for this. Since jiawen and eunice had leave the school so i just take my breakfast alone...
i used to Alone...don't worry...
Then...followed mummy goin here and there...^^
i get a nice top and a belt^^
Guess what....Familly will be always by my side.




omg, my posting sound so moody huh
Sorry for spreading the sadness around.





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