* Every Moment is Precious *

2011 的第一篇

2011-04-20T13:53:00.002+08:00

正要写一写，突然又想按下那红色叉叉
只是觉得，很多东西已经是不应该给全部人知道
长大啦。。。
是不是意味着，
我要忍耐着跟多的东西和想法？

越长大，越是压抑。

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2010

2010-12-18T22:26:00.004+08:00

只能说
这真的是，我-梦-寐-以-求-的东西
没什么跟他提起过！
真的不知道，他何时变的那么细心了？！

我在9th已经得到了我的圣诞礼物啦
还蛮久没收到礼物了
所以，不管礼物轻重，就是超开心的啦！
谢谢宝贝！ Y

ps://真的有点心疼你工作那么幸苦还买那么贵的东西给我！亲亲。。

××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××

最近本小姐都在学烹饪！
我超级喜欢煮东西的啦！
觉得自己还蛮有天分，完全没煮过的东西，我都可以就地取材，有什么放什么。哈哈
停起来很随意，但是是真的能吃！
还是爸爸吃精光，我的天啊。
增加了我超及无比多的信心！！！

加油！
我要朝新鲜食品前进,跟罐头食品说“不” ！

常觉得朋友们很会花钱赚什么，花什么但是，现在觉得，他们起码看得到自己买le什么名牌包，手上带着什么名牌表，穿着真么牌子衣服
我呢？
我钱是没了，
但也不见名牌包，身上依然穿着没牌子的哪门子衣裤，手上也不曾带着一百以上的手表！我的钱都看不到!
我的天啊～
都不知道烧到那里去了！

所以说，我要向乱花钱买名牌迈进！！！
跟败家女说“HI" !!!

HAHA

BULLSHIT!

不知道何时又会来更新
先预祝
MERRY CHRISTMAS
HO,HO,HO,HO

凌晨两点半

2010-12-08T02:39:00.002+08:00

现在不是凌晨三点钟
是凌晨两点半。
睡不着。

因为……想念他。
是啦，就是那么痴缠，那么冤枉！
突然的那种寂寞又来了，不管朋友或是他怎么劝我说，这一切很快都会过去的。
可是你要我怎么习惯。

这几天更是糟糕了……
你到底在忙什么？
筹备些什么呢？
好忙哦~
早上，中午，和晚上那一通最重要的电话都不打了。

怎么办，好像哭哦。
爱情，你要我怎样？
难道你真的要我熟悉你，看清你，再去寻找亲情吗？
我的天啊，现在的我真的很寂寞。
妈妈出国了，这几天我都把自己弄得很充实，都不打包，而是自己煮给家人吃。
几天了，我跟你都没聊过几句。
你在干嘛？我不要惊喜了！跟我讲讲电话好吗？

很想知道，应该怎么调试自己的心情！
从我们小时候到现在，我们都很少机会见面。
我都没什么计较节日，但是如果要仔细的算，我们真的没有正正的庆祝过什么节日。
而现在……我只可以在一星期里见到你一次。
好腥酸！

在年轻时，为工作而拼搏是很值得鼓励与支持的
因为这样，我们也会错失很多很多年少轻狂
我很为这个而感到可惜，但是！我不能吵闹，不懂事，
不然你会觉得我可憎，不是可爱。

但是，亲爱的……
我知道你的精疲力尽，原谅我的无知。

*其实在写这篇时，脑海中就一直浮现着你常安抚我的画面与内容。*
好爱你
真的好爱，好爱
睡吧~ 精疲力尽的你。

星期日伤心晚餐

2010-11-21T21:19:00.005+08:00

我现在的心情很糟。
刚刚跟家人晚餐，他们说了很多东西。
我知道那些东西正如他们所说的，想找机会跟我说很久了，但，没机会。
刚刚终于说了，还一堆。
我是真的真的真的明白，了解他们的担心。
不要说什么，等你做了妈妈你就知道。
如果说，我不会尊敬他们，那，现在我应该学着尊敬，那就是服从他们要的。
我想，他们说的，我真的要跟着做了。
那是给父母的一点尊严和尊敬。
我也很记得当兵的时候，教会给我们看的说孝短片
它说，孝，第一就是要做到让父母安心。
我一直都很记得这句。

关于是什么事，真的不用多说。
现在在我脑海里，真的有很多想法。
想想自己清白吗
值得吗

答案其实很简单。
第一，不是偷，不是抢，没有出卖自己。所以是心安理得。
第二，我想现在想的大都是因为不舍的放弃。

总之，做人儿女的有时真的不能只为自己想，也要为父母想。
我要做到这点就因该要听他们的。虽然他们很烦。我也会因此而失去一些东西。
没办法，做人就是难。要忙赚钱，还要担心治安和末日。

如果有一天，父母能让我飞，几好。
我真的很久没去旅行了，小时候我的旅行运好像比现在好100倍。
去过的泰国，美国，上海，广州，杭州，苏州，台湾的记忆都还在脑里。
因为很珍惜。
我也没真真跟他一起去过旅行，我很想，但，我知道要等到我结婚后。

我要说服自己是幸福的。
只是有时开心不起来。

my recent days

2010-11-18T17:26:00.006+08:00

Seems like this blog gonna be closing real soon.
i do not hope so, but im really got no motivation on here.
Is holidayss, i got my time, i turned on my PPS every 11pm-4am but reluctant to sign in blog and have my write....
it turned me so lazy, no direction, and no doubt my writing skill got no improvement at all since i used chinese typing in almost all the previous post.

Tuesday, his off and he brought me to JoGoYa.
i never been there, so was the first time after so long.
There is a disadvantage or we can say goodness of owning a restaurant, he seems like didnt found any special on the foods because all the things can be eaten in his shop. SWT.
So wasted for him to go ><

Anyhow, im appreciate the lunch so much
and
thanks for the flower Y (stolen from starhill)

The lamb on his hand is only for VIP jogoya, but the VIP user didnt want to eat it and kindly sharing with us. Im not eating lamb, and he is 80% full BUT he still tried his best to finished it. So , in the end his tummy was round as a balloon. Y

Supposingly a happily day with him on tuesday,
but
i spoiled it
at the same time i lost my bracelet in IDK where
summore, my period is coming so my mood is swing swing swing untill i got my wire in the brain cracked a.g.a.i.n

was not a happy ending and im regretted.
sorry .

写写

2010-10-26T23:53:00.006+08:00

现在是快到了星期三的11：54am
这几天都在家，很乖

其实真的很想出去看看电影，有很多很多部我想看的电影都下影了

T。T
可是心想说，再忍着点，多一天他就要休息，陪陪我了。

很可怜，休息时间都给我，没有时间给自己
他都是这样对我说的。
但是到最后还是陪着我。

明天有工作
( 我是有多久没去夜市吃香肠了？）
现在，有工作我们也不把它当成是在做工了
通常都会在OUTLET停留的时间，聊天
到车上，又聊
到了另外一件OUTLET停留，再聊！
天下到底有没有酱免费的午餐？
不管啦
哈哈
想说，
我们还真的有聊不完的话题
我们的感情也升温到XXX的一种程度。不知怎么形容，就是很亲的那种。
我爱你啊，慧恩Y

下个星期有节目哦
很期待！
但也不想它一下子就来临
所谓，来得快，去得也快嘛！
就依现在这样的慢慢的，就好。
真的很不想面对那个FINAL PROJECT！
时间慢慢的过，就好。
= =
想到那个PROJECT就很烦勒 #$%&*

不是假期的假期

2010-10-23T12:51:00.009+08:00

假期……
何谓假期？
这个学期我是还有一科还没结束，怎么宣告假期？

自从比赛结束后，我们都一下子轻松了许多
突然的停下来，还有点不习惯，但，还蛮享受的。
只是，在大家都已进入假期状态的时候，我们却还要准时每个星期提交功课！

还有一个终极FINAL大PROJECT，都还没开始做。

不想去想任何东西，不想动，只想在床上做死尸。touch wood*

很久没出去走走了，他说这几个月不能陪我了
要我好好照顾自己，几个月后他会好好照顾我。
Hmmm，是多么感概的一句话。

你不用担心，我已经习惯，也有固定的朋友陪我了。
觉得自己有长大了，绝大部分是因为有了一个超成熟男朋友。
可是也希望你要保重身体Y

昨天去了Pavi，走走，看饰品。
ParkAvenue的Accesories真的很可爱，很多选择
还有20%，我-竟-然-没-有-买-！
原来我是那种，选择太多，有太多想要的时候，就会什么都不买。

也去了FarrenHeight一趟
里面是没什么还看的。

觉得自己不是个又好又贴心的女朋友

看朋友都在为自己的男朋友的生日在准备

做蛋糕，寄蛋糕去外国的，买礼物的，做卡片，订餐厅的……

自己都比不上，没做过。

还一味的想要他为我做什么，其实自己也没有做过什么

虽然已经在一起多年，但是我一定要阻止“我们都已是老夫老妻的形式”！
我坚持情侣要保持情趣和浪漫！
永远……永远……把我的男人当成是一个小孩

需要被疼得小孩。

*不管你会不会在节日里给我什么.....
我会给你，即使你不会给我“

还有很多很多要学习的……
加油！

冠军

2010-10-18T15:22:00.002+08:00

好累哦~
睡多多，都不够
MEDIA WRITING功课好像永远做不完
很讨厌

很开心，我们拿到冠军了！
很久都没有感受到这种喜悦了
可以感觉到，一起合作，努力的成果。
虽然啦啦队是没有拿到THE TOP
但是，DEVIL DUKES 给我们的鼓励让我们越战越勇！

还有很多很多要写的，下次吧。
有点累。。。

生活就是生下来，活下去！

2010-10-01T21:06:00.012+08:00

不知不觉，已经是十月！
恐怖~
听朋友说，ShortSem即将考FINAL
真是，哇靠！

我很忙。
真的真的真的，很忙。

我不知道自己喜不喜欢这一种忙，或者可以说是充实的生活。
原来充实的忙碌，当中还参与了压力

*我不喜欢压力*

最近参加了拉拉队，从第一场比赛到现在
都没停过~
可是我知道，别的成员比我还辛苦，所以我不能埋怨。

一定要当做磨练。
接受挑战!!!

我一直都那样告诉自己的，所以在第一场的时候就逼自己一定要上场。
还记得那得很紧凑的晚上，我打给他埋怨，不知道自己因不因该上场的时候
他听了我的多多理由后，
就说，你就去吧！
他真的是最了解我的人，给我最多勇气 =）

下个星期一是第三场了
刚刚学的舞步，我还不能拿捏
整个人的压力，大到~
一样，我会尽力！加油！

除了啦啦队，我还有学业要兼顾
虽说只有两科，但是哪些ASSIGNMENT真是要命！
又要跑访问，又要看文艺电影写评论的~
也是那句，我会尽力！

接下来，我还有工作
在一个月内，扣除了星期一和星期三我真的能够完成30天的工作吗？
我真的很担心我会没时间陪他
在安排几时能够工作，练舞和做功课的同时，
我也发现，我已经没有多出的时间给他了
T。T

昨天，我们又见面了
真的真的很高兴，很享受我们在一起的时间
也很庆幸回店的路上，塞车了！
我最喜欢塞车了，可以一起唱歌聊天，增加两人在一起的时间Y
谢谢你哦，一直都在支持我
不管是工作还是我喜欢的种种
你给了我很多自由，我很高兴，也更加会爱惜自己！
爱你，就像你爱我。

给你的。

2010-09-24T01:55:00.002+08:00

才发现，有很多SEPTEMBER宝贝Y
再一次，
生日快乐，尤尼斯Y

TENNSEN，我们超级无敌想你的啦~
虽然你不在，
但是什么事都要TAG你一下
我看见PEITSE每个星期三，还是会在FB TAG你说：
“今晚PASAR MALAM，等下泳池见。”
哈哈……
好笑！

希望你回来会看到我瘦了，
然后你胖了。
这是我生日，许下的愿望！

婚礼的感触

2010-09-23T23:11:00.006+08:00

Y表哥的婚礼Y

第一次参加在下午的喜宴，
有点奇怪，但谁说不能在下午的 =）

很喜欢妈妈的裙子
（我极力推荐她买的）

她也很喜欢

我们不像！

他们也好像不像

每次看见人家结婚都会有很多感触
有坏的
也有好的

他们26岁
爸妈当初也是26岁

我的26岁是怎样？
有事业吗？
身材依然臃肿？
生活充实？
地球还好吗？

你还爱我如昔？

实在是，不敢想象。

GSF Grand Opening

2010-09-19T20:04:00.006+08:00

星期五
又是一个突然的
令人措手不及的工作

这一次没有SHIRO带着我了
可怜的我，被调到去另一间。
幸好，我还应付的来。
GSF Grand Opening, 一间坐落在G6隔壁的Pub，应该是Pub。
G6 是什么和在Garden还是MV，我也是不知道，因为本小姐没去过CLUBBING。
还好有Koey在Y

只能说，
这间的排场真大！
3小时的RED WINE, WHITE WINE, COCKTAIL, BEERS FREE FLOW
精美的小吃
一个看起来不便宜的乐队
十几个超高素质的陪坐
超赞的啦~

4小时的高跟鞋走路
不是搞玩笑的
痛*

Thursday, is holiday

2010-09-16T20:32:00.005+08:00

Yea, back in front on my lappie now........
it's been so long, i don't have any pictures uploaded here.....
Because, i still not familiar with my new phone !
After so long, i can almost know how to function my phone well and here's the picturess !

Thursday, class cancelled due to the new holiday - 1 malaysia.
So good, it fall on THURSDAY
After breakfast, mom tend to find Jenny Aunty to pass her the mooncakes,but main purpose is to away from home! I following,for sure. I will not failed to get any opportunity If there any chances to visit Mr.Dash, i miss him so muchiee !

Firstly, accompany aunty to selayang to stock up seafood. I went there before,so doesn't feel suprised anymore when seeing all the spider crab and whatever luxurious seafood. Seriously, i feel sick for good food since i get to eat whenever and whatever from his shop!
I know im Sound like showing off, but im serious ! *we like malay or mamak food after all...

The wheater is super hot, and making everyone in bad moood !
Cant imagine how my dad used to work under the sun these yearss. As well as aunty Jenny, going many places just to stock up different kind of seafoods or business use goods.

After all, we went to find Mr.Dash and dine in his working place, K-Club.
He looked so tired, and wasn't in good mood also. =(
We ordered Tuna sandwiches, french fries, fried chicken, cod fish and Tomyam soup. OMG
And the foods come with large portion which can serve for 6-8 people. Insane~
i almost fainted on the spot when the foods served but....
Mr.Dash the carnivorous,he still able finished up a lamp chop by himself. *real fainted

On the same day, mummy get her first branded wallet.
The latest one but with discount !
Peope used to thought that my mom got ton of branded thing, but NO......perfume excluded.....
We just buy thing which is nice with reasonable price.
This time, with the encourangement of aunty Jenny.....she bought one.
Anyhow,knowing her is our family biggest luck ever.
Hahaha....
Thanks her for born out little dash last time; therefore, i got somebody to love me in this world.

=)

Night Time, the silly couple reached my home while i rejected to go out dessert with them on the phone ! issshh...
Anyhow, it's touching babe.
I know You know how lonely am i staying at home. =)
oh~So sweet of you !
Muack~

I got holidayss , nonstop

2010-09-15T13:31:00.004+08:00

This week only go for one day lesson because we got holidays on thursday.
Mean i got freee day from today untill next monday.

What-to-do when.....
Bf is busy to accumulating the 10k
Daniel is semi temporary disability
Tennsen was off to somewhere very farrrr from us
Eunice back to Ipoh
JW full time gf of Mousing
Pithing always busy in new era
Stephanie always in Sunway area
Koey the business women
end up,
Will only left Woonhang.
but,W-H-E-R-E are you? skype tak jumpa jumpa.
Last Wed, in this time, we were bitching about our bf on the bed. =)
Besides, BF, Still, BF.

SLap me please....

Just now from FB , 处女座。

老公：对将来很有计划，跟他在一起老婆绝对不用为未来担忧。
老婆：有缜密的心思，总是懂得老公的心意，为老公做的一定合乎心意。

As a references only, stop saying me cant wait for marriage.

UNABLE to call out, DG cut my phone.
because.............
not paying.
Haizz, i want to make sure everyone knows that im missing them.
Have to continues my house work laaaa.

下次会有照片。

2010-09-12T14:24:00.003+08:00

我终于回来了
这个我已厌倦的地方
差不多有一个多月没来了吧

现在还真的有点不想上来了呢。
但是，不可能了。
因为这学期，需要开个BLOGSPOT来交功课。

都没什么特别的事情发生
是好的，
因为，我看透了，平平凡凡才是简单的幸福。
Ｙ

Hmmm，哪里开始呢？
过了一个星期的充电假期，就开课了。
我还记得，那个假期，最后几天用钱用的很凶！
哈哈……

最近，也真的没什么……
就
我的他的生日
他的爸的生日
他的我的生日

三个处女座，凑成一个“合”字。=)

原谅我们没有大事庆祝一番，
只是与亲密的家人聚了聚。
我们都明白，我们的生日是妈妈最伟大
妈妈的受难日。
=）

明年吧，虽然21我不是很想接受的岁数，
但我想还是务必要大大的庆祝一番！

最近，
换了部手机
买了几双新鞋子
买了几本书
交了些新朋友
聊了些心事

我想我是快乐的，
原来，
我比很多人乐观很多……很多……
也发现，我真的很幸运Y
起码，在情路上，我不曾受伤。
生活上，我比拥有的还多。
朋友上，我有很多是交心的。

谢谢我自己。
我可贵的朋友们，正面的思想真的很重要，也很有效！
我真的开朗了许多，因为我吸引了很多正面的能量。　
加油！奋斗！

我会努力更新，一定要！

BACK SOON

2010-09-03T11:30:00.001+08:00

Woww...long time didnt sign in my blogger.
Will be back real soon !

My treasure Holidays

2010-08-21T11:47:00.009+08:00

Today is my 3rd day of holidays Y

Really really enjoying although not going out for fun.
Especially when you can sleep untill the sun is on your top and without thinking about to go to school in the afternoon, find parking in UCSI and walking hell far journey up to the class while the sun is hurtly burning my fair skin >.<"

That's really torturing for every students, i guarantee!

Thursday , went to Pavillion with the Sisstars after their last exam. Its been so long we never hang out to shopping together .We were looking for good food for rewarding ourself after all the hardship. Ichiban Boshi is our choice.

I miss this so much.Nice one !

This also nice !

Sistarsss ! Y

Indeedly,Sis in super Y

The days before Tennsen is leaving M'sia, let't go for the last yamCha!!! We'll be separating for 4 months -1 semester perhaps. Sobs...sobss....Tears**

Yesterday Mr.Dash said i have lost weight.
ermmm, sure or not?
How can i didnt noticed about that at all !
May be we have been separated for too many days, so his judgement is unreliable.
HAHA

Planning of buying a branded bag for myself recently, or a handphone will be better? Just planning.....
Soon, will be back to my working days since i will be so free from next semester.Can't waiting for earning moneyS Y
***Seriously, Monday is 23th,but i have no any preparation and ideas how to celerate yet. Its sure to be sad to for having such gF like me. sigh***

暂时休息

2010-08-18T22:46:00.007+08:00

这个学期
中途很忙碌

但是只有3科FINAL的考试，我很喜欢

还有那足够的读书，背书和消化书时间，很好！

终于等到今天了

今天之前是又期待又担心今天的到来的咯

因为是最后两科
一天有两科，是很折磨的。

心理学的课本

是有史以来第一本，我真真从第一面读到最后一面的书

是二手还是拿上拿下的关系，都烂掉~

还有一些Tennsen留下的长颈人画像，
不时不时就会出现在一些无聊的页数。

电脑辞典坏了后，
一本OXFORD久字典，陪我过了两年的大学生活。

这是我一贯的读书方法，
颜色很重要！
应该是我很容易分心，要很引人注目的颜色才能专注我的目光和思绪。

读了很多，背得很辛苦的心理学，出来的问题竟然会是那么没有水准的。
可以说是白读了。
虽说读书不是为了考试，但是。。。

她出的题目真的真的很没有水准！
鄙视她！问得东西一点意思也没有！

管她啦，过了！
真的不懂，这两年的考试，我是怎样熬过来的。
加油吧！挑战从没停止过。

完美在那里？

2010-08-13T06:59:00.005+08:00

很烦
很烦
很烦
其实，我都蛮看得开的
生活也不错
无忧，无虑咯（算是）

有时，也会给自己烦一些东西
关于我的烦恼嘛……
就是
外表的问题
身材，体重，头发，皮肤

给它一个HAizzzzzzz长长

体重和身材，曾经很肥，很胖，也曾经减肥成功。
161cm , 48kg
很不错。
现在？
人家说，像我这种人应该不会再给自己复胖才是
但是，哈哈，请教我怎样？

接下来，头发！
头发严重掉落！
我非常关注这个问题咯.
秃了，怎办？
如果是我想多了，没有严重，很好！
但是，如果是真的，那我现在医，还有得救！不是？
我时常问人家看我的头发是不是少了很多
他们都说，没有。
都不懂，是不是！
男友就担心咯，他见证过我的掉发
会想带我去云南。哈哈！
有人会觉得我头发OK，厚厚的。
我想应该是我没有剪层次，所以看起来厚厚？
最好是~
我都有在用生-发-水勒！
哈哈
一开始是因为喜欢额头上的婴儿毛，
喷些生发水，想要那些毛长多些，很性感。
但是，现在我看来真的很需要。

救我！

关于皮肤
不管是脚上的或是脸的状况
都是让人有无从释放的压力
是过敏还是怎样。
我要一个白白无痕的脚（脸也是）！

我在想，我应该要开始吃素。
我觉得会很不错
只是会比较麻烦
素跟斋，不同吧~
我看，我应该要开始养身了。
真的，真的，真的很希望有一天能看见自己的72变！

给个期限？3个月？
最好是。

Some thinking from a loyalty girl

2010-08-04T22:25:00.010+08:00

Is a wednesday night.
Last time, Dash and me used to have a walked in the longest night market in wednesday
But ,it seems very hard for now.

After he worked, i started to be very moody.
Have no direction at all after my class ended
No idea at all when i was looking for a person for meal or movie
It's the time to trained myself to hang out more with my friends.
I learning and trying my best to be.

Very funny of me, because i think i'm kinda hard to understand.
Just like i always started a date/outing but end up i can be silence for that speak out.
HAHA...
Explaning here, is because end up i will regret because i used to be a passengers instead of driver. =)
Dash pamper me a lot a lot a lot.
He will drive whatever,whenever and However.
So, when i going out with friend, i would feel the differences and this would make me feel sad.
i ALWAYS want pampers from others . Y
HAHA.
So cute of me right?

But.....as i said, i trying hard to change myself and my thinking.
This is a must. Otherwise i will die if and only if Dash is leaving me.
My dependable bring me lots of problem.

Yesterday was Dash off day.
it's been so long Y
never expected much about where to hang out.
As long as i can hug him tight tight and he's beside of me,that's more than enough.
Be EMPATHY. hehehe.
If myself working for 6 days and onli rest for 1 day, will I donate my time to my partner instead of sleeping?
Probably i will sleep for all day long then only spend my reST of the time for my partner.
HAHA.
I admitted, i always not a good girlfriend. But i got a good personalities. lol.
Suprisingly i got no wake him up yesterday when i saw he's still in his dreamland.
But ,Dash was suprisingly wake up on 12pm yesterdayyy, while i'm doing my assignment in his shop.
Yeahhhh ! hehehe.

His dad bought us famous JAWA mee from gombak.
Then we eat together with his family Y This happiness is simple but satisfied.
After all, he brought me to his working place, K club.
The environment is not bad, the important is he got happy working there.
Fine with boss, Fine with colleagues, Fine with jobscope. =)
Happy to hear that...

What to do besides Movie?
yeaa, it's still movie
been left out for many good movie, Dash brought me to the nicest TGV cinema in Malaysia for movie, Wangsa Walk.
Not my said, we got to know from boss. He said, this outlet cinema is the only TVG can beat the GSC cinema.
Not bad.The theathre really nice, the seat is so comfortable and the popcorn is tasty.
Just the ticket is about RM 13 for each. ><" APA lah?...so expensive!!

Boring .
Dash is in the office doing his paperwork now.
He always ask me to give him some time for him to show me his achievements.
Although i always act like a baby girl yelling for meeting up,
but i really really really can wait him. Waiting for his big achievement and success in career.
I wait you,no betray , no lies.
No worries,I will fill up my loneliness into motivation.
Y you.

忽略了你

2010-07-26T15:13:00.012+08:00

很久没有看会以前的照片了！
要修理电脑之前整理了一下……
也看了看中学时期拍的照片……
真的很怀念
再看看洁冰以前的，和现在……
她现在真的憔悴了很多。

星期六是24号
也是她的生日
其实也是突然想起
正好，还赶得及记起
要不然那天也不会看到她感动的眼泪。

想知道真的有那回事吗？
要不是慈恩不提起，我真的永远都不知道。
那，是个我们姐妹最不想听到的事实。
真的很想很想很想帮助你
真的。

那天，我买了蛋糕
和慈恩在她岳母的店门口犹豫，
但是，还是终于去找了她。
是隔了几久我们没见啦~
一进门就看见了她老公，嘴巴是对他微笑的
心理却是在咒骂着他！
看他前面，讨厌他整身！
没办法，再假都是要的。要不然，以后我们没机会见洁冰了。
洁冰一看见我们，她非常高兴！ =）
应该很久都没有人帮她庆祝了吧~

一直不想相信慈恩说的是事实
但是，不得不相信，因为，我们连想要约洁冰去隔壁的茶室喝茶
都不可以……………………
有道理吗？人家生日，可以放人吗？
我一肚子气！
但是知道她也难做人，又委屈，也只好对她笑笑说不关系。
在看见她的短短几十分钟里，我的手是紧紧地牵着她的，不时也来个加油的拥抱。
使劲地要告诉她：“你还有我们！ ”

慈恩说：以前那个很有个性的洁冰不见了。
我很赞同

现在全部朋友都到别州去读书和工作了
也只有我和慈恩可以帮她。

有很多很多很多的不满。。。
想为我的朋友做一下事
我真的希望我能够帮的到什么
那天，我真的很心痛
心痛她的不幸和遭遇
那天，她连说话都没自由。
怕岳母听到，怕老公听到，怕闭路电视拍到。
F。U
我才察觉这些日子，我真的忽略了她。
临走前，答应她，我下星期一定会在到。

希望下星期，我们再见！

Awaiting the day after tomoro

2010-07-21T22:10:00.002+08:00

The days after tomoro
i waiting.....

i'm still waiting...
tik tok... ... tik tok... ...

All assignments due date fall on tomoro,thursday.
and i have complete my parts. Yea, part with "s"
Then i will be presenting on Monday, and next will be the psychology individual assignment-30%
30% is high ,no joke.
Then, ding ding ding ding ! ! !
FINAL EXAM

muahahahahaha...
sound like i'm so excited about it.

Guess what, i oledi Qi-Xin .
the hurtful and serious one.
Special Thanks to the almost-end-semester-assignmentS.

Tomoro is Y
FRIDAY is YYY

昨天很紧张，今天很无聊。

2010-07-16T14:01:00.003+08:00

很无聊
很多东西做
但是很无聊，不想做！
真的做不完
没完，没了。

放下了心里大的石头，是解脱
解脱过后，要来点愉快的慰劳
但是得不到
所以很空虚……

昨天工作时打了十几个哈欠
又给人说摆臭脸。
我管你的，老娘白天可是在学校里呆了十个小时
回到来，要睡，也要调45分钟的闹钟
很累……

差不多了……
再几个星期吧，这个学期就完毕!
每次到了这样的时期都一定会说：“我一定要在假期时去散散心！”
到最后……
无济于事。

真的好累
真的好苦

如果父母可以放心我，就好了。
我真的好想背着大书包
拿着相机
自己去走走看看。
想问：你们及时才会放心？

明天来验收吧

2010-07-14T19:25:00.002+08:00

我很紧张
我很害怕

明天我将会和那差点逼死我的CASE STUDY来个终结
PRESENTATION就在明天耶。

想一想……
也读了2年大学了
再想一想……
为什么2年的磨练，我还是这么怕明天的PRESENTATION
可能是，之前真的太随便
都不认真。

人不受到压力，是不是就真的不会成长？
这次的CASE STUDY真的让我感受到了学业的不简单。
最近都在幻想，几时毕业……
会不会毕不到业……
毕业时，应该会很高兴，会哭吧~
也在想……
和我读同样科目的朋友，从基础班到一起毕业，一定很感概，很高兴吧~
XD
想到这些，真的会很期待。
因为大家都有一样的目标，一起奋斗。

我希望…………
我毕业那天，他会拿着一大束花来我的毕业典礼。
然后说：“Dear，你终于做到了！ "
然后我就会眼睛湿湿。
那时我们因该在一起9年了吧~
不知道他看着我毕业是会有什么感觉 =）

HAIZ。。。
真的想很远……

时间好像过得好慢好慢~
星期五怎么还没到……
没有他在，真的很辛苦。
当然，他做工更辛苦。
所以，我一定要忍。忍。忍。
以事业为重才最重要！

他做他的工
我读我的书
我毕业，他事业有成。
多好啊~

又来想很远……
觉得自己几无聊下.

给明天的自己一个大大的鼓励：
说话要坚定
把这几天辛苦所做的，呈现出来吧
大大声地讲出来吧！！！
加油加油加油加油！

About my crap 4

2010-07-09T20:30:00.004+08:00

Wednesday, Dash and i went to watch PREDATOR
Whooooootsss ! we watched new movie.
Was suprising, because we used to catch up the movie before the movie is about to off-screen.
PREDATOR, not bad.
I don't like to judge or rank for movies, because movies is a very subjective one.
Some may like, others may not.
Movie is for us to keep imagine. PREDATOR explored my imagination.
That's why i like it.
Personally think that Avatar is NICE but hates Transformer a lot.
Hmmm......because, Transformer is too ridiculous for me.
Hahahaha, everyone must be laughing on me because of my self-contradiction.
Lastly, i want to tell , ToyStory 2 had disappointed me. T.T

Whatever lah @#$%
Many movie will be screen in July.
Quite excited for this !
We watch almost all the movies that screen in cinema.
As you can see, we're really supportive for the growth of the ciname company. =)
On the anoher way, we expensed a lot on there too ( T.T)

Today is Friday, staying at home as a good girl do.
It was just the begining of the month, but i officially pok-gai jorrrr .
Wondering.....was wondering....why this keep on happenned on me every month.
Answer is there, just never wanted to face it. =)
Waiting the arrival of August, then i can receive my salary for selling the beerss.
Am dilemma about where the money should bank in, CIMB or RHB.
I will FEED both, perhaps.
Sound like i can save many money like that, but actually bank in just to refill what i had withdrawed in recent month. >.<

Dash go for job today.
So SUDDEN.
His mom get him a job this morning, and he have to start to work on the spot.
WELL ~ is good one.
We had our honey moon for monthsss
Now,Is time to fight again.
money money come come.
5 digit in saving account, faster come true.

Am still doing for my case study reseach.
It's hard, but i take it as a challenge !
How optimism am i =)
Throughout this assignment, i really get gain a lot knowledge.
I found out, eating chocolate can actually cause depression. Not cure,but worsen.
Ahemm...quite a good reason for me to eat less.

Good Mood .

2010-07-05T19:17:00.004+08:00

Shirley Wong is in a good mood today
feels like writing something so i'm on my blogger page now.

Today is MO.N.D.AY
I like monday in this semester, because i got no class, one day free on the next day,
and i used to hang out with my Mr.Dash on monday.
But he's in theater now while i'm facing my lappie.
so-bad.
he watching "FROZEN".
How could him do this to me???
I just told my friend i so-wanna watch this movie in the morning. NEVER MIND.

* * * I'm in good mood today * * *

Was struggling for the psychology case study about several weeks ago untill now.
This week is the worst, because the presentation is on next thursday.
hehe, we have been informed about this assignment since we got our second or third lesson the psychology class started, but we're just about to do the week before presentation. Bravo!
haha.
The 4 members in the group are girlssss.
hahaha.
Isonmia in the night in these day, because was still planning and collecting data for the case study.
Today finally got a clear and definite structure for about what to put inside the content.
Phewww~
That's what i want, group discussion !

Anyhow, the process how we finally decided the headline is really tough !

From " smokers are more depressed than non smoker"
to
"smoking causes depression?"
to
" depression causes smoking?"
to
FINALLY !
" How depression and smoking are intertwine"

the last one is much more easier and not confusing, don't?
Dying eventhough we are just about to pick up a headline to our case study.
Was busy with this task these day. Stressful, and stress killed my immune system. That's why i fall sick >.<"

Works to do in coming day will be

*Research Paper presentation
* 10 th & 11th work
*Psychology slides, presentation
*Community Service
*Written Discourse Assignment 2
*MOT Assignment
*SS test

Haven't finish for the research yet, nd hell lots of Works about to do is approaching silently but quickly. But just not in mood in homework now !!!
Going to date with my PPS later, was so long abandoned him. He always know the best way to entertaint me and make me laugh.
PPS PPS PPS PPS PPS PPS PPS
=)

只想说

2010-07-02T13:27:00.002+08:00

咳到半死
鼻涕多到半死
PSYCHOLOGY CASE STUDY 复杂到半死
功课赶到要死

~我就快要窒息死~

SIENZ

2010-06-29T12:57:00.002+08:00

今天一早
就接到电话说工作将延续多一个星期

是赚多一点好
还是
不要太累好

是真的很挣扎~
在还没开始工作的这几天
真的很想去看TOY STORY3 。
SIENZZZ ARRRRRRR

有见识！

2010-06-27T16:22:00.004+08:00

这几天真的好累哦。
无端端，两个考试落在同一天，无端端又在那之前接了份工作
整个就是很紧绷！

星期五终于把手头上的工作给完成了些
然后就把些时间留给了我的宝贝
=）
谢谢他在我的黑色星期四期间，陪在我身边。
感动，感激

昨天是工作的最后一天。
很高兴！
我跟我的PARTNER从星期三就开始倒数
她很辛苦，做了十二天。
我才做了四天，哈哈。

第一天真的是心惊胆战。
从制服到工作场所……
我的妈呀~
从来没有去过CLUBBING的我，真的接受不到眼前所看到的一切
真的很淫乱。
真的不明白，那些男人摸摸女人都很爽吗？
只能说大开眼界！

SHIRO- 我的伙伴
我们可以说是相依为命
第一天，她就帮我顶了一大杯酒
我真的爱死她了 Y

听起来，这份工好像蛮危险
其实真的还好
因为，顾客们都懂得分辨PR和Promoter。
当然，我们一定要十分醒目
一有顾客靠近，我们就闪，反正都不用博销售
一闪就闪到车里聊天，睡觉……
实在是太-爽-了
而且，本来要走的七间Pub到了我做的第二天换去了只需要去三间。
怎么说呢，我们真的是轻-松-死-了。

昨天是我们的LAST DAY
十一点放工后，就去庆祝了下
叫了好久不见的Ritsuka Yen一起，去喝雪花啤酒和鲁肉！
可是她好像一来就醉了，有点高亢！
哈哈，跟以前在JUSCO卖NESCAFE Gold的她有点不同
哈哈~

虽然这份工作有点恐怖
但有SHIRO在就一点都不恐怖了
是变成了超级轻松。
这四天里，我看了很多，希望不再单纯！

Happy working =)

2010-06-26T14:42:00.003+08:00

So much Released right now....
the tough time have gone....
I got my 2 mid term done while having my job at night....
Tonight......gonna be my last day of working !!!
Hooray!!!
Gonna have some celebration after all.
i'm so happy
=)

By the way, Michael Jackson had passed away for 1 year.
Miss you~
26/6/2010

This week , i don't likey !

2010-06-22T10:27:00.008+08:00

He has changes for me.
Thanks! Improvement is for going further.
:)

I so-wanna this week to pass badly.
but it was like running super duper slow than the previous one.
S.T.R.E.S.S.F.U.L
i start studying my MOT and Pyschology from last Friday.
but untill now i'm just able to finished 1 chap of MOT and 2 chap of Psychology
And the both MidTerm is gonna happen in Thursday!
ha-ha
and i started to dislike Psychology.
Yes, it doesn't reach the level of hate.
Just feel dislike =.=

We will be studying total 7 chapter for the whole Psychology course in this semester .
and this coming MidTerm is coming out 6 chapter.
~OMG~
i was feeling typing F... bla....
but i will not. Because i was well trained to be polite. =)
What to do babeees?
Just keep reading, swallow it, eat it WHAT-SO-EVER to memorize !!!

What makes me so dislike this lecturer is........
she fooling us.
she fooling our group.
Yesterday, she told us, we're not suppose to choose the topic for out assignment...
Hahaha.
i thought you told us : " okay, proceed it ! "
now you say C A N N O T !
I feel like crying, i feel like i'm a pest for my members. Is my false. Is my false to choose this ridiculous topic.
T.T

many many many more assignment are to be done in this period.
many many many more suffering and torment to be experience .
Awaiting.....

Dash is Lovable

2010-06-19T13:08:00.008+08:00

You are my chocolate Y

Wasn't happy in the relationship these day...
but as i always tell my friends,
he and me will always be alright after the war, no matter how violence the war was.
The same for this time.
We're allright. =)

I spent every night crying in the blanket, and shout as loud as i can in my pillow
this is my way to release my anger and tension.
Last few days is worse, spent the precious time argue over for reason that i'm not 100% know.
Lau-Gai never endless.
Final goal is to get his attention.
He, in order to make me happy, even put down his man's dignity,sit on the floor and washed my foots for me.

no matter how, i would be the princess of him.
Me, not bad as well. No matter how serious i said " We officially break up for now" , the next day i will also give him a call or drive all way long to ampang to find him.
But still, i like complaining that he wasn't the one to come to me, call me in every 15 min, detecting my every single hungry/angry/tired/painful/period.

Lastly, same with Ann, we got a un-romantic bf.
this is painful, when we expected so much on certain special day or festival.

But, on the other hand, in our deepest way of heart, we knew that this "homestyle man" is the man we wanted to spend the rest for our life with.
ahahaha....
Always feeling better when i know there someone got a same kind of bf with me. ahahahah.

Yesterday , i am still angry.
but i still come to him after class finished.

i think this is the W.H.Y we will never break up.
Because no matter H.O.W, one of us will "swallow all my pride" and take action to get back the love one.

We understand, we got a same direction to go- Marriage
We knew, we'll be the husband/wife to each in one day.

So we will hold on straight to the end.

i believed, We may encouter numerous of obstacle and undesirable occurance in the journey before marriage succeed,

But, we must stick it out and solve all the unwillingness in order to reach our ultimate goal.
Not easily give up ! Although i'm the one who always said "break up" 'break up"
=)

Of course, not to grievance ourself is most important .
If he/she did something wrong, Tell Out and Discuss to make a better relationship ^^

i love him, very very much. So as him.
We always remember to remind each other that " i Love eu"
U will give me ur drumstick to me, and i will always leave my glass of drink for you, because i know you're always insufficient in onli one glass of drink.

You'll always sent me back in the night , no matter i've drive practically on the road for almost 2 years.
Because you know i'm half-blind.

Lastly, i not understand ...
How Can you Being so Generous?
T.T

I Owning you too much, Dar.......rm450 +rm 38+rm50+rm50+rmxxxxxxxx
i dunno how to pay back. Kill me ~

I know We will have uncoutable fight and argue will be coming in the future, or maybe Soon ~
haha....
but no worries. Because argue make a better relationship.
and argue to prove that WE CARE. Don't we?

我们-终于-到了

2010-06-15T11:44:00.024+08:00

14th June 2010
Monday

我爱星期一 Y
只想说，我们-终于-到了！
=）

WONDERLAND

The Teh ice was the same colour with his tee ^^

经过种种困难和难关，我们终于到了 i-CITY
我们虽然是SAKAI很少出来，但是我们没有不会去的问题
因为我们有GPS
但是GPS也会有令人很像榨烂它的时候，尤其是当车轮突然间爆炸，要找油站的时候
是真的……真的可以用爆炸来形容

我们在FEDERAL大道上爆胎
因为很难转开轮胎的原因，要到油站，就这样不熟路的情况下
跟着GPS一直从MID VALLEY走到HARTAMAS油站~
那一段那么那么长又难走的路程……
就是我们逼着RIB在走的

一度超级，无敌绝望。
天色已黑，车店已关，轮胎依然很难转开
后来。。。
我们期待的奇迹果然真的出现
那位拉车的先生，谢谢您借我们的器具。
后来发现他也是蕉赖人，竟然可以在酱远的地方遇到蕉赖人！
除了谢谢，还是谢谢

昨天是真的很倒霉，百年不出远门，一出就中招
想起来还是怕怕

想说，当爆胎时，女人真的帮不了什么
T。T

谢谢你带我出去哦！
昨天的全部都会在“难忘的一天”记上一笔。
我们有难忘的一天 =）
我爱你！

最近是怎样？
有人在一起
有人突然分手
两个都很SHOCKING
一个是做戏做的很好
一个是真的真的超级突然
起起落落
看的我都不知所措
人家的感情事，我们旁人还是不要鸟啦
不喜欢那些人在FB上还要管多多，留言多多的
还要吵架
SWT
情侣间的全部，我们哪里知道
谁错谁对？他们才知道

不再是１５岁

2010-06-11T21:45:00.007+08:00

距离上次最后一次的捐血,应该有一年半+++了．
也就是说有半年没做点好事了,难怪最近都那么倒霉～
星期四的长长Break Time就拉了Sherine 一起去捐血..
就这样体内的第二包血就贡献了给有需要的人.

不知是心理作怪还是怎样．．．
被抽左手还是好酸～
再加上星期三的激烈的运用的右手，在２４小时后产生的肌肉酸痛就更加让我不知所措
脚也一样～
终结来说，现在的四肢是不能有太大动作．

今天有mｉｄ－ｔｅｒｍ，早上才读的说～
所以还蛮进脑的~
自己是没有觉得有不会的啦～
只是我怪兰,字写的乱,答案又不写完整,有些因为太怪兰所以留着不答~
有时真的很顶不顺自己．
ｌａｌａｌａｌａ～
不管，ｉ　ＤＯＮ＇Ｔ　ＣＡＲＥ　～

Ｔｈｅｎ，SandyChen约了我去喝茶，聊聊天．．．
她还是一样的苍白和瘦弱>＜＂
得知她最近身体真的不是很好，真的应该注意!注意！
我们依然有聊不完的~
从朋友到情人到事业到理想到社会问题到怎样应付色魔到鸡奸到往事．．．
可能是因为我们都是同年同月同日生,所以之间好象有一把坚固的锁头没有钥匙打开地锁着.
正如她说,我们不是朋友，是姐妹！
＝）
希望．．．下次跟她回沙巴吧～
我真的真的超喜欢那里的岛屿．

人真的一天一天在进步,加油加油！

今天也接到了一分工,跟Sandy讨论了一下就决定做了.
．．．．．．想说.．．．．．．
怎样跟你交代．
避也不可能避~
也在刚刚跟你说了,你的反应正如我想象.
但算了,起码后来你有再打来.
你嘴说不管我发生什么事,你都不会管我了．．
我知道你也只是说说,但是需不需要?
我只想做工,有那么不安心吗？
我其实已经２０岁．
其实我也是很聪明．
不要说人家拿糖果，如果他开的是賓士，送ＬＶ．我也不会被他骗的
可能你不觉得我很聪明，因为我已经是你女朋友的说～
我只想说，当初，我是明明知道你是个狼但是也情愿给你骗的那个女生！

现在我还能做到商量，不想以后我只会通知
Ｔ．Ｔ

还记得你分享的文章吗？

叫你一声老婆，就要信任他，有什么想法就要告诉他，不管他支不支持，任何一个男孩都希望他的女孩依靠他…

所以我依然会告诉你全部，不管你支不支持．．．
因为我不觉得有各自秘密的情侣是会长久的
这也是我们的在一起那么就的原因，不是？
工是做定的，也是一句，我会照顾自己
＝）

不知所措的一天

2010-06-08T12:19:00.002+08:00

该死
所有的功课留在车里
刚好想利用今天好好做完它

haizzz~
几时....几时..........?
几时我才可以自己驾回来
明明知道会到很夜,明明知道他会载我回
可是我就是要去!

谁叫我们住的不是很近,
谁叫我们明明认识的原因很荒谬,但确真的在一起.

没做功课
现在心不舒服 ~
明天交不出来,也会被他们咒死.
mamamiya ~

慌张小姐上.

我的星期五下午

2010-06-04T13:05:00.014+08:00

如果问我幽静的下午，我会喜欢做些什么的话。。。
我一定回答你-睡觉
没办法~
天生的
话说我还是BABY的时候就很好带，因为一直睡~
饿了就醒，饱了就再睡
我小时候一定很可爱，肥肥白白，又一直处在昏睡中~

今天没去上课
因为车子没有油~
很好的理由，不是？

我利用这天来好好做我的Assignment
开着音乐，喝一杯咖啡
几享受一下~
只是那只掏人厌的猫一直在我脚边钻来钻去
><" 但是，在这样没课的下午，弟妹都5点才回
也只有猫能陪我

那只猫像我那样爱睡~

这篇文章所有的照片都是我弟弟拍的
他的却很有天分
整个早上就一直在他的ALBUM来来回回~

对PSYCHOLOGY的ASSIGNMENT很有冲劲~
因为是很特别的课题
我提议的 =）
本来是因该不能做这个题目DES，但我不死心SMS给老师的说
哈哈……
谁叫她给我们她的手提号码呢~
明天和后天即将是个好假期
期待
=）

3rd June will be a caffein day

2010-06-02T20:44:00.002+08:00

i tell you....
Tonight, i'm not going to sleep.....
Blame it to my laziness and always last minute bad habit

><"
There will be a group discussion for psychology assignment the assignment is about to find any headline article that can be access to the knowledge of the psychology .
Bla~
i think i found some interesting article in recent news.
is about 3 girls who are addicted in comsuming s.t.o.n.e
there must be something wrong with these particular children,
and this must be 99.9% link to psychological issues (this is what my sturbbornness told me)

n n n n n n n n n n n n

刚刚跟他聊了一些钱的事情
是值得开心的
=）
总是吵着要存钱，但6年里还未能做到
但是，现在因该会成功吧~
希望，四个位数会很快的到达五个位数
=）
现在的阶段，可以说是，越存越上瘾
可能是有目标吧~
希望在年底的PART-TIME可以赚进RM3000
不知道这个要求会很多吗？
但是去年是有在2-3个月赚进RM2400+
哈哈，
如果可以，那样我们爱的户口-五位数，不是问题。
muahahahahaha~
有了钱，要去SABAH的TURTLE ISLAND就不是问题咯~
我是很期待DES~

衷心地希望，
家人那里不会再有麻烦或者再有一些破财的事件发生
而需要动用到那笔钱~
希望~
恳求~

有时觉得，存钱和减肥一样辛苦！
加油哦，DASHIRLEY！

Is about Nothing~

2010-05-29T01:08:00.004+08:00

Wesak Day.....
a very good wesak day on friday, because due to this public holiday
i can away to class....

Do u know how tiring it is, when u were having class from 9:30-8:oopm on Thursday then you have to wake up early in the next morning for class, summore the class is quite r-u-b-b-i-s-h one...
><"

butthean,
is okay larrr....
because yesterday quite conentrating to the class and get the point ! especially when u know there's someone waiting for you in the coll, u'll be extra-energetic ! =)

又听过认真的男人最美吗。。
哈哈。。

Good news, my car is finally well-fixed.
Bad news, i got driving phobia
alamakkkkk

Protective guardian

2010-05-27T11:20:00.003+08:00

我的宝贝真的很疼我
也很爱我
那叫做疼爱

我们昨天终于看了我想看的电影
他还买了一双正版球鞋和袜子给我

。。。。。。。。。。讨。。。。。。。。。。
。。。。。。。。厌。。。。。。。！
袜子可以买翻版的啦……
哈哈……

刚好，
我的CAMEL ACTIVE开嘴了。
谢谢！

我知道你们很讨厌我！=）

currently in library....
planned to finish all the homeworks and assignment within this 11am-3.30pm break!
yea....i got long break today
never mind, i get a very nice place in library today
You know what?
i had breakfast with mummy just now....
take my breath and discussed about USA again....
again, get scolded. SAD.
sHe ask me not to think so much,concentrating on studies blaaaa~
good!
I WILL LISTENING TO YOU!
just be obedient as a mama-girl do.
no-choice, i got a protective mom.

~Heart breaking~

2010-05-26T21:00:00.002+08:00

I want to go USA !

I take my determination to ask my mummy again just now......
It's so hard to open my mouth to ask her, because she did reject me last time
What is the answer for this time?

She gave me a big "NO" again...again...and again.....!
shitzzz! my tearsss dropped. idk why i cried, Don't ask me!
Maybe is because she doesn't ever listen to me to explaining more further and detail then she straight a way band me guaa~
~ngorr jip shou mmm dou lor~
never listen to my further explain then thrown a NO to me!!!

She gonna make me regret for my whole life!!!
Give me shoulder, i want cry!
my mom is just too protective, and not allow her children to have a look of the world.
~ngorr jip shou mmm dou lor~
my mom isn't open minded as i thought.
i misunderstand her already.

Dash Baby.......how to make my dream come true?
i want a shoulder now.

懒和蓝有关

2010-05-23T18:32:00.003+08:00

来了……

它们又悄悄地，一堆一堆地涌进我的生活里来了……

要避的始终避不了……

这个学期，只能说，真的很懒！

The ARBS, old schoolmate of him

2010-05-23T14:45:00.013+08:00

S.U.N.D.A.Y
is nothing special, is just another boring day for me

Bf used to sleep on sunday because afternoon is not working
Parents used to go Jusco on Sunday, but today is excluded.
=(
normally if things happenned to be like that, i would do my homeworks in Sundays
=(
because after Sunday ,there will be a brand new studies week
i HATE Monday @#$%^
tons of unfinished homeworks are about to be done.

****************

Boring
and i have just noticed i have abandoned my camera for like yearsssssss
luckily my brother is still using,otherwise that gonna be wasted.
i review the photossss.....
HaHa~
very nice to review the previous photos.

*One day, in Rayson's birthday....*

Wilson Vstyle and the man

THE best dude when want to date for DOTA

FROM ARBS
The secondary friendsss.

James looking at the cicak in rayson's ceiling. i guess*

EMO-shitzzz

Ahem*his teeth got gap.

curang*1

curang*2

Ann beloved pet,Hamster, know how to drink

I just can't stop laughing
long face hamster

Jason Ong and the Ann

lazy worm

same emotion ><"

habis makan, nak balik

Anthoson, i guess*

Drink larrr, i will not tell Kathleen

Wilson's body

Wilson's boobs

Wherever the boys are, Dota is there also ><
hectic !!!

i can always see the boys most attracting smile
when they're Dota-ing

idk who.....too many stranger on that day
><"
just admire his pose

The first time meet him in real after 5 years
><"

Yea......
Those are Mr.DASH secondary friend
Last time he always got no time to attend this kind of gatheirng, without denied he's a bit alienated from majority of them.
But in his deepest side of his heart, he do care his friend a lot.
of course lar, i still the NO.1 position in his heart. Friend still the 3rd because Family is the 2nd.
haha.....
cheersss!

^^
i started to miss my secondary friend already.
sobb...

我的妈咪

2010-05-18T11:07:00.002+08:00

儿女做错事
父母大多都是为难的
但是，做错事又很难避免的
所以父母总是为难
我想我可以做的只有
警惕，小心，感恩，报答

昨天在警察局里的每一秒钟对我来说都是很痛苦的
如果我是那个女儿的妈妈
我一定把那个麻烦的女儿给骂得落花流水了
但是这个妈妈就不同
她说
下次小心
当作拿个经验
破财挡灾

心里百般激动
我爱你
妈咪

Accident on 513

2010-05-15T19:15:00.007+08:00

First and foremost....
i had involved in a accident yesterday
I accidentally crashed a big lorry in front of my car
accidentally or i'm speeding ?
I really do not know, i'm awaked when "Bang!"
i remembered i got scream at that moment
^^
but then, i think i'm steady enough larrr....
i drove my car to a side , didnt cried (just drop fews tears when i call Dash for help) ,shivered a while only then continues to settle down my broken car.
HAIZZZZ.

Shameful...

LOL

He's everything to calm me down ^^

how to tell ....
my feeling was " this day had finally comes to me"
haha
i would generated this kinda feeling is because.......
sometime i must admit i'm quite G-a-n-a-s in driving
mayb i'm too confidence in driving gua, haha, frequently back and forth from cheras to ampang is my driving practices since i got my license.

Yerrrr.........
i hate troubless....i hate troublesomeessss........
NO CARRR
I gonna make my mom and bf tired again

The mechanic promised us that our car will be well-fixed on next saturday,
which is the day my dad coming back from china.
(T.T)
me,mummy, Dash and his's family are trying the best to hide the truthh from my dad.
Not going to tell him,Ellow,how to tell him i had actually go and crash a LORRY this and that blaaaa

In this moment i was thinking........
in the morning which is the morning before i crashed, i was attending a class
called Study skill....
The lecturer was teaching on "How to manage anxienties?"
WHAT THE FXXX is these...?
Well, in this conincidence, i got to know how actually i gonna manage my anxiety throughout this tragedy. Finally i got to know.SWT

*************************************

oKie, let's take that accident as a lesson and do not let it happen again!
Forget the unhappy and let's recall the happy moment i had in thursday night.
Simply had a korea dinner with the coursemate after the burdensome subject.

see this women, haven got drunk but her face turned reddish
hyper-excited, i guesss :D

pinang-kia

cheeeerssss....
everyone was a lil insane on that night.....
including me....

Hmmm, how to express my feeling now....
i'm glad i can safely bring everyone back home on that day.
Luckily i got into an accident on the next day....
if all of is involved in accident because of me, omg, that's terrible.
haizzz.... so how is now?
anyone willing to get into my car the next time?
:D

lastly, as i'm writing blog now which is also mean that i'm fine.
god blessing.

L.E.A.R.N.I.N.G

2010-05-12T23:29:00.009+08:00

is another wednesday.....

Pheww~
after all the add and drop
finally we got a comfirmation for the course selection
i would be taking totally 4 subjects in this semester.

i must score this semester !!!
have been a loong time lost contact with the capital letter of "A"
How is the feeling of getting all B which is nearly A?
let me tell you, that's embarrassing and representative F.A.I.L.U.R.E.
nah nah nah.
gambateh lorrr!!!

Yesterday went LowYat with the Mr.D
for some business purpose, then headed to T.S. for movie
how to tell him i was actually hate T.S a lot?
Anyhow, i'm satisfied enuff
because....
this man really got heart one
No deny, many times all the thing i did to him was actually with purpose
the purpose is to test his patience, and his response to me
that is also so called the lau-gai
ha-ha
So, throughout all the obstacle he went through from my tactics.....
he passed...congratzz.

But the test will be ON forever ever, whenever i'm alive.
muahahahaha~
.call me monster.

Yes larr.....i understand. Excessively lau-gai normally create annoying and disgusting (negative)
so, women really have to be smart on what should do, and what should not do on what timing.
Haiz....many to learn.
The whole life is about learning. Tiring.

Specially thanks to ANN
she makes me feel i'm not the lonely one
because
her boy is also a SIENZ house-man.
ha-ha
can fight with Mr.D
Anyhow, thanks for awaken me.

Release.

2010-05-10T22:57:00.003+08:00

is Monday......

After 3 days no contact
We are finally okay now...
Was suffering for common cold these day, non-stop on running nose and the mucus was kinda watery.
it can keep coming out from the nose but without any of my conscious.
Today is the worst, almost getting fewer
Mr.D came to my house and bring me medicine
no doubt, it's so sweet of him.
Then, i asked for chee cheong fun, he also went all the way to bought me =)

After all, both of us were fall asleep under my warm blanket
it's so nice to sleep when raining+after consuming medicine+ FULL.
haha

OK la.....
We have been together for 6 years.
May be i shouldn't complaint so much as i'm suppose to know his patterm since long time ago

What i can do is accept the fact
accept his everything

i shouldn't feel unsatisfied on this timing, as it's already too late?
i have been spending my 6 years on him and nobody wants me already T.T
OK la......
he's indeedly a good man , a good husband.
To think of marriage, he's a NO.1 choice of person.
Hmmm, about not good in romantic .........
This is genetic factor or may be the genes in his body were born to be like that.
In the light of this, I'M THE ONE have to do adjustment on my mind and A.c.c.e.p.t.
As long as the man is love you, i think this is the most important.Dont't you?

i have been isolated meself these days...
and i found i still left a lot of pocket money on this month.
haha
i going out soon.
for food or for fun or whatever
=)

真的累了

2010-05-08T12:42:00.003+08:00

以前常听你说伤心的时候
心会凉凉的
最近
我体会，我的心
真的凉凉的。

真的累了
有谁也跟我一样
爱情长跑的吗？
很想聊聊。

S.I.E.N.Z lifeeeee

2010-05-04T20:08:00.004+08:00

i cant wait to know when my selected subject gonna be approved
if and only if, those are going to be approved
then....
Wednesday,which is tomoro i will be having class from 0930am -> 0800pm
ha-ha
speechless.
sienzzz life,sienzz love,sienzz body shape, sienzzz face condition,sienzz time table.....
Everything just so S.I.E.N.Z
if the timetable is going on, then i gonna say bye-bye to my yoga class.
ha-ha
how sienzzz~

feeling to say B.Y.E to love life
sometime, being alone really not so bad tho.

when only i can go pulau perhentian?
i feel like crying.

我要健康和快乐

2010-05-02T00:00:00.002+08:00

昨天。。。
很意外地，我们看了IRON MEN2
很意外地我睡着了。。。
不是什么，只是我真的太累
这星期就不知道为什么有很多时候都是要早起
真的太累。
单单是YOGA的时间就。。。累死我了
0630就要起身 ahem*

很高兴地就在戏院的走廊的某种反光材质排了张照
=D

然后MR.D很好的带我去吃我就爱的cendol&rojak
还加料。
我知道你都常来偷看的啦，看到吗？
我又说你好话啦
=D

LABOR DAY
1ST MAY 2010

今天两个老的不用做
是家庭日
老爸几天前遇见多多多多多年不见的儿时同伴
(就是那种以前一起爬树，下河抓鱼，和一起经历发育青春期的那种朋友)
那老友就介绍了一位中医给我爸
所以今天我们就去了KLANG找他

怎么说呢。。。。
我们又遇到贵人了
要不是有给他把一把脉，我以后可能就不能生孩子了
有点夸张，我伤的还蛮不轻。
=)

希望他真的是我们的贵人吧。。。
我妈说做好事真的会常遇到贵人的
上次妈妈的肿瘤也是中医治好的
他们总说，西医是慢性自杀
可是就很奇怪，这位中医就叫我们不要戒口
什么都吃是最好

他们有这样的一个说法就是
吃葡萄叶志葡萄籽
吃黄梨也吃黄梨籽
吃西瓜也吃拿白色的部分
那吃香蕉也要吃香蕉皮吗？
哈哈
总之，那位老爸的老友也是他治好的
50 岁像30岁
真的不骗你
我就是不敢相信到要在这抒发一下
听老爸说他以前还很胖
现在。。。
FIT到~
而且那巴生的BAK KUT TEH的肥猪肉是一口接一口的吃的咯~

没有话讲！
可是啊。。。从明天开始
我们全家都要开始喝中药了
一天喝2次
T。T
哭都没有眼泪
算了，苦口良药

希望我们一家能够健健康康！
最近真的受够了家人们太过的自我担心
搞得我自己也神经兮兮的
难怪，因为老妈朋友得了乳癌
是恐怖的咯~
现在开始真的要注意饮食
不过好财的事，我们总是遇到贵人。

祝：我所认识的人都健康快乐！

Holidays # friday

2010-04-30T11:24:00.005+08:00

its friday now
AND
i'm going back to school on next monday
well, i go no where during this holidays
seriously, it's not enough lorrr !!!
just warm up and just about to get my body up to do something now.

Anyhow.....
i passed through difficulties in this week
should say, from the begining of the year till now,this is the toughest week ever i have been

First...i don't want to write so much.
it's passed, no more story and i got no any sentimental attached to that person .
Finally, that person is dissappeared in my life

Second.....my Mr.D get cheated money
big amount, long story to tell,so not telling.
this is really no LUCK ,when the moneys can stop flowing out unreasonable?

Third......my mama
she was thinking too much recently
too much like how she suspecting she got cancer or any kind of "meatball" has grow inside her intestine or other part else
this problem has keep borthering her and she was finally determined to go for body check up and she was actually struggling to go for check up because she can not face the result by herself.
so i accompany her. I KNOW i'm a good daughter =D
Well, God-Bless. Her intestine is okay,very nice. Now we're waiting for another report......
should be okay T.T
don't think too much lorrrr

Fourth........my grandma into hospital yesterday
is obstructive cardiomyopathy= heart blocking
hope she is fine
and get well soon

this holidays i keep going in and out from the hospital lorrr.....
touch wood** touch wood ***
that's why...no outing,no buffet,no zoo,no broga,no movie
and am going back to school on monday
CRY***

i wanted to watch IP and Iron MAN.
but i know i'M SURE couldn't get ticket in these day....
SAD
so i will bring dvd to watch with Mr.D later
=)
i must fully enjoy the 3 days left

Holidays # monday

2010-04-26T20:43:00.003+08:00

Planned to clean out the room today
and i did it..........
feel so Y.E.A.H

Cleaning the room wasn't easy
sweat a lot and sneezing all the time
is really torturing

finally my room is Free of Dust
this really a high sense of achievement...
contributing my holidays in cleaning up the room wasn't too bad thou

after this semester,
my table has increased several photos and various type of maker pen and other colouring stationery

a brand new bedcover....
my mood gonna be influenced by the blueee....

i have fulfilled my Monday, how about tomoro, the day after tomoro and so forth?
ngek ngek ngek
i planned....
=)

C-A-M-E-R-A

2010-04-26T01:30:00.004+08:00

still rememberer,
i told Dash i will be using my W580 for another 5 years(25 yrs old)
but.......
W580 spoiled already
i should say,just the camera cannot function anymore.
How i gonna survive without camera?
Besides keeping the memories, it also did help me a lot for my studies.
especially in drawing...haha

How?What should i do now?

i'm not the one who abandoned you , you're the one giving up to be with me
T.T
sad
heart-breaking

now is 2:00am
Happy Birthday DaddyWong
Just celebrate in mu house.
Suppose to have a small gathering in BengKee Restaurant, just the old couple have a little argue in the morning.
(my dad step on my mom's tail)
So ended up, my mom reluctant to celebrate with my dad.

so......................
ended up need Mr.Dash to change the plan. Thanks**
Well, as my dad said, we had never have any celebration for his birthday.
So, today is the first time
sound so keliannn , first time

Dar and me bought a camera for my dad
a point-and-shot as well as the portable one.
(haha, camera for sure is portable one, just sometime i don't think my D5000 is portable ><)

he's so happy, i'm sure .
Firsttttt timeeee worrrrrr.
got cake and big pressie =)

Happy Family
=)

Really a Happy day
camwhored with the family members
we were so excited to use tat mini tripod.It's so useful and conveniet ^^
must take more pictures in the future !

my house currently got 6-7 camera right now
but got 4 out of 7 were already ROSAK
R.I.P
no doubt, those digital thing is very fragile.
How long is my D5000 life span? ><

Have i tell you my dad is a Designer?
a man who always design the rough iron door gate for his client.
He's indeedly need a camera to capture any nice door for his further reference when he's about to draw ^^
and he will be having tripS atleast 2 time in per year.
so, camera is the best choice in present. Perhaps~

Happy Birthday!
we love you!

朋友

2010-04-24T01:43:00.005+08:00

有时候真的不想讲话
有时候，有些人，就是和你八字相冲
和你，说不上什么就是和不来
别太在乎啦
朋友你我都多得是
我也累了

什么误会不误会
针对不针对的
管它的
我只知道
我喜欢有话直说
不喜欢画圈圈
你会发现直线的线条比较容易捉摸和拿捏
你因该也知道有哪几次不满，我不是MSN跟你聊，我说的东西不直接吗？

你说过我好像不是很重视你这个朋友
WELL，我是不会做交际的部分
而且我跟你也有着不同的生活，很难聊
但是有事的时候你认为我不会帮你吗？
如我发现你有困难我有没有拔刀相助？
我还是一直认为我是很肯帮助朋友的人
可能。。。
真的可能是那个骗钱事件影响了我们
可是说真的，我没被影响，我只想把钱还给朋友。
说真的，在卖票过程里，我们也差点被牵涉
在当时，里面是不是有一些出入我和我男友是不知道的
好财，到最后我也没加入卖票。

所以说真的
朋友真的不能有金钱来往
在加上男友会替我们打包不平
所以双方都一直争取最好的利益

也不知道自己要表达什么
只能说，大家都有误会
它，是大家一起制造的

有时候，对，我是很死爱
很敏感
一直在意人家的所说
但是，问一问你良心，不要再讲我敏感
有些你所写的字和说得话，不要否认！你是真的有心
几年了……
不了解吗？还要狡辩吗？
什么”我又不是在说你，你对那有意见就代表你心虚“的大便话

是啦……我真的不要再这里写酱多
朋友会看会猜疑，也会不明不白伤心的
我体会过
是很伤心
曾经也想过她凭什么那样写
在BLOG写东西，对！想是知道自己的
但是，心里也知道有人会看
所以，不可否认写的人有时候也是在有目的地写
想换URL，但是一定又会被找出来
所以，我从来不喜欢在BLOG暗示性对某个朋友的不满
不会写，因为我真的感受过
这次，是真的很想抒发。

写了酱多
想要讲的是，有时候真的会突发奇想
突然有想法的时候，就会写出来
但是，有时候会在错的时间写错的东西
让人误会
又以为我在写他了
突然觉得香蕉人和不会华语的华人很可悲
抒发一下
又有人在伤心以为我写他了

有可能又会觉得我在做COVERING了
但是也是在学你……
你也不是很会这一招……

还有不要说什么你男友说我什么什么的
我管他的
你我有男友的人都知道
有时候我们把事情传达给男友听的时候说得跟发生的都会有出入
只是看化大了还是化小了，美化了还是诋毁了
所以你保证你没有说了让你男友误会我的话吗？
我承认我有
你有吗？
你男友一定觉得我怪卡一名
我男友也对你定型
这你我都有责任
反正，你我都是那么重视男友的人
男友又酱有偏见，我们就不要在有来往了
损友就损友吧：）

不写了
写地越多，误会和伤地跟多
别再觉得我嫉妒你了
我有的真的比你还多。

想说，真的很多年了
觉得不管怎样她都因该是最了解你的
但，并不全然
可能了解但说服不了自己是100%了解
所以彼此对彼此都还有猜疑
在我心里，依然最好最要好的知心还是我男友。

Ice Kacang Puppy Love

2010-04-23T23:26:00.002+08:00

Watched a movie - Ice Kacang Puppy Love
Got touching by the movie.
Besides the story itself, touched by this production of the whole film.

The film is fully presented the Malaysia life style, which is very detail and significant one.
haha~
i like this
this is definitely our style, the way we talk chinese, the way the kopitian used to looked like, the way we played in our childhood and so forth....

i like it's detailing.
and the way the film take snece and angle.
Sometime it let me re-connected to our photo pictures.
haha...
And it do let me link to -Tenssen'S photos when watching this film.
This is your style lur....Mr.Tenssen.
haha
I feel like making a movie now!
T,T

if and only if i going to produce a movie, i want to make a movie which can create high perception to the audience, Meanwhile, the movie can be as sad as posible one.
hehe.....
i like touching story,perhaps a miserable one like korean style.
Talking about high perception....David liang Director always doing good job in this.
The movies directed by him, all are meaningful and do make the audience crying in the theatre. HAHA~ However, his fame dropped when all his mistress have been discovered.
What a waste?
Or we can justified as, All the director are normally hard to be loyalty?

in conclusion.....
Ice Kacang Puppy love is a successful local made movie
is a good phenomena when the local movie is produced one by one in recent.
Well....i know besides WooHoo and Ice Kacang Puppy Love, there are uncoutable local movie directed by the talented young malaysian.Those short video or movie even winning prize in some awarding ceremory but at the same time those are less in advertise and got short time for publishing in the thentre....
From now on, as a mass com student. I will be more concern over for those local braodcast production because i will be a part on them in the future :)

我的广告！

2010-04-20T21:53:00.002+08:00

不知道他人的读书方法
但是，我在2天里用完了一直笔和70%一百页的TESTPAD BOOKLET

有点后悔没有在今晚安排节目
现在真的很闷！

C 是应该没有啦
A就是个奢望！

读书啦。。。

2010-04-17T14:31:00.002+08:00

真的是烦死
为什么是在这个时候修理东西？
而且是一次过3样一起来
装冷气，修水管，和外面那个正在洗DIAMOND水的那位...

星期二就要考ADVERTISING了，
都还没读，还一直排回在TELEVISION SYSTEMS那里！
觉得自己，真的很欠揍！
明明是明白就好，还要去背。
可以不要酱要求完美吗？

要死~
真的很吵！
我想我应该早上睡觉，晚上读书了。

对了，昨天的考试
OK LAHHHHHH~
最讨厌的都过了，所以啊，真的很开心地说…………
可是好像每个SEM都有ENGLISH的咯。
每次都要考ESSAY （T。T）
最好是跟我PASS！

考完试啊
我想去走走
哪里也好
HMMM。。。
应该会去爬山吧，呼吸一下新鲜空气！

有时候啊，真的很觉得骄傲自己懂得华语！
超讨厌那些装着自己不懂看或写华语的人！
华语很令你羞耻吗？
没有说你！
不要不知丑 ^^

my visual com project is finally done

2010-04-15T11:48:00.005+08:00

In a speed of light, we had finish our LAST photography class on tuesday.
Suppose to say, all the class is ended, final reached, saying bye bye to this semester soon.
OMG, so fast.
this semester, really a tiring one.

and yesterday, i ffk my friends.
In the ends, i have been ffk by my friends too.
this is so-called revenge?

In addition, i have finally done with my visual com final project and passed up yesterday!
feel so Y.E.A.H
but the very cin-cai one since i have doing this project for so long time and i was putting so many effort on doing this.In the end, which is also the last time before pass up.which is also tuesday night...........
I end up watching PPS and don't ever want to get my hands on that booklet anymore.
HA-HA
watching PPS is really nice =)

okie, must take picturess for it.....
all of these are my efforts.....
i hope i can remember these after 50 yrs later .....
(^^)

COVER PAGE

SIGN BOARD DESCRIPTION.

THE DANGEROUS OF ROAD.
as you can see, is real dangerous one with the moveable car and lorry. LOL.

TRAFFIC LIGHT VS PEDESTRIAN ROAD

CYCLIST SAFETY

WHAT YOU SHOULD WEAR WHEN CYCLING

PEDESTRIAN SAFETY

Laught on me, just done 6 pages of content !!!
and the contents was like no content ?
haha....
i feel likes laughing now.
Anywhere, this booklet is for children so it looked not so profesional and a lil childish
and it tooks me hours for all the typefont, drawing and measurement.
Especially all are 3D effect.
Not sure, have i done with what the lecturer was actually request for.....
i tried my best
and
i have to say......
i still feel proud of myself
i did it !!!

Yesterday, i have my entire day with my darling......
loooooong time didnt stick together already
happy
On the other hand, i have no ever start on my studies at all !
and tomoro is the first Final.
i feel like killing myself now because i'm stilll blogging .
oucsh ~

All bout my crapsss 3

2010-04-11T11:09:00.004+08:00

i did not SENTUH on my visual com booklet at all these day....
no SENTuH at all....!!!
left 2 pages and description, perhaps!
planning to station 1 tonight.

oh-my-mama, english exam on this thrusday.
DIE-HARD.

R.I.P

星期五的拍摄

2010-04-09T23:51:00.030+08:00

松了一口气
我应该算是搞定了我的拍照功课吧。

我的他今天7点准就已经在握门口等我了
虽然我们约了9点
害得我有点狼狈地上车
但是很感动，很高兴
我很喜欢一早就看见他的感觉

星期五的7：30嘛，一定是塞车的。无奈。
8：30 才到。
我一直都觉得那个地方很危险
果然一到达
就发生了打架事件
无奈。
那也是我叫他去的原因。

这次的拍摄很不错，跟张先生的遭遇很不同。
我看见了很多陌生人向我们微笑
感觉很窝心
有些还向我们道早安
我在想，不错嘛
可是我就是一直在忙感动都忘了请那些友善的陌生人帮帮忙！
我要拍的就是他们的微笑勒！
要不是的话，我是可以拍到微笑大特写和大头照的！

那些可是我想要呈现的！
叫我笨蛋，迟钝！
我好后悔啊

拍了不多，才60++，很随便
因为我很怕不好意思的说
所以都错过了很多好机会。
但是很用心在拍
我把我的眼睛当作lens看了很多不一样镜头。
很险，真的很幸运没被恶人追打

只能说
这次的拍摄感触多多
所以今天我才在这里UPDATE一下。
每一个都那么得来不易
每个动作，表情都只是一。瞬。间。
很快，很难捉拿。
每一张照片的背后都有它们的故事
也得说，有些还真的是
刚巧。

忘了POLLUTION吧
FACES OF MALAYSIA
是我这次的题目。

这是学校的EVENT时拍下的
不好彩咯，做在我前面

书摊上的读者

买万字的老先生

卖花的

卖烧肉的小姐

扛米的老先生

拿着拐杖的老爷
其实我一直在跟踪他

还有一张是我的最爱……
但是UPLOAD不到就算了
哈哈

应该不知道哪里美吧
99%被我选中的照片都蛮模糊的，因为手震
所以就PHOTOSHOP到好像旧旧那样
不懂MR。TEH感觉如何
但是已经有好了心理准备
星期二就要交了，直接交。
星期一给他看，只会听到不想听到的失望
听到了失望，又没可能去重拍
是不是跟加想死？
所以直接交！

快点完成这些，快点投入另一个地狱的怀抱 - 考试
你们真的是折磨死我了。

All bout my crapsss 2

2010-04-06T20:32:00.006+08:00

I got a strong feeling on writing my blog now...
so i'm doing..........
=)

enjoying my happy mode, although my assignments haven S.I.A.P
Persuading myself to relax since i have postpone all the workss,
and i'm really do lor =)

Monday, the pegawai came to collect the ptptn forms, haha, i'm finally done with my apply now just waiting for money come in.
PERHAPS everthing is all right !
and i'm swear i will never ever use that account money to buy any personal thing
i S.W.E.A.R =)

About my photos, congratzz.....
Mr.Teh claimed that those all the craps are C.R.A.P.S and all equally sucks. I understand it, although the words didnt come out from his mouth just now.
how.....?
Just change topic lor, because after choosing Pollution i only discovered how clean actually our's land are. SWT. Not a easy mission to take those dirty river or garbage or mayb i'm too lazy to go out? HAIZZzzzzz...
Petrol sign appeared will generate bad feeling lor, and many rape cases out there.

EverYthing is running very slow but in progressing.

Gan-Jeonk ....

Today we learned photoshop in the class....
i'm so so so super duper happy because i atleast know how to use that, although just know about 0.5/1000...
it's real complex one lor.....X.X

Just now, i bring dar for 辣汤 in Kajang. Damn enjoying one cox we were bloodyyy starving at that time. And, *ahem am actually cant wait for wednesday..........
because wed night market is selling **烧豆腐**！！！
it's real yummylicious one lor. Last week got my 1st tried.
As you can see, i kinda desperate one lor. ><"

Dunno start from when, i got seldom upload photos in my blog.
as a PROFESSIONAL PHOTOGRAPHY desire learner.should upload more...i guess... haha

ALL bout my crapsss

2010-04-01T13:15:00.005+08:00

* * *29th March was my lovely mama big day !
i bought her favourite cheeese cake,not many,just 2 slidess.
=)
happy birthday....* * *

Finally i have finished 2 presentation and most of the assignment.....
just left 2 most heavy one haven't finished only >.<" both are Final project and the due day is on NEXT WEEK....thump up!
not easy, it's about cut cut, paste paste, measure measure, draw draw and think think
my beloved Ji-mui have our time in cafe to get the works done, we chosse to do the project in individual instead.....that's why it's so stressing.

yesterday saw many of my coursemate have done their project and goin to pass up soon.
OMG! i just on my half way okay....
they're so efficiency >.<
shirleywong, you have to hurry up liaooo~

For the basic photography's final project................
i'm still no idea what topis to choose, and
i got such a long time didnt touch on my DSLR already ! Currently it's out of battery laying in the bag
it's dead.... (x.x)
it's final project,shirleywong ! thump up!

Congrat to myself, i'm partially broke now....
no working, but keep wothdrawing money...that's why
and finally exam coming, after exam thinking about trip again....
then will be officially broke
thumps up !!

无路可逃的我们

2010-03-26T14:07:00.002+08:00

近三次大地震竟然出现惊人巧合

近三次大地震竟然出现惊人巧合
5 月 1 2 日 8.0 汶川
1 月 1 2 日 7.3 海地
2 月 2 7 日 8.8.智利
横看为512 112 227
竖看为512 112 227

传说中的，横竖都是死?

汶川、海地、智利3次大地震时间上的巧合（512、112、227，后两位分别为12、12、27），使越来越多的人相信玛雅预言的世界末日（2012 12月27日）真的就要到来的思想进一步激化

看来地球大灾难真的在进程中。。。
现在就珍惜眼前的一切吧~
如果2012世界末日真的发生，请不要惊讶。
不只是因为玛雅传说，而是科学证明。升2度C的温度将让地球被毁灭。
從1度C到6度C 英國作家萊納斯（Mark Lynas）閱讀了上千篇科學論文，走訪多位氣候和環境專家，以兩年時間，寫出《六度的變化》（Six Degrees）一書。
書中預測地球每升溫1度C，會帶來的後果；當升溫6度C，就是人類滅亡的臨界點。
升高1度C：農業地帶會沙漠化，沙塵暴覆蓋城市；三分之一地表的淡水（河流和湖泊）會干涸；低窪的海岸地區將被淹沒；北極熊、海象和海豹絕跡。
升高2度C：歐洲的夏天，像撒哈拉沙漠般火熱，人們死於熱浪；大火燒毀大量森林；格陵蘭冰原徹底消融，全球海平面升高7米；地球上有三分之一的物種面臨死亡威脅。
升高3度C：亞馬遜森林死亡；超級颱風將肆虐沿海的城市；紐約市已經泡在水裡；印度次大陸和非洲發生大饑荒。
升高4度C：永凍土解凍，雪水讓全球暖化加速；英國的大部份地區因為嚴重淹水無法住人；人類被迫遷出地中海區；全球爆發糧食危機。
升高5度C：海底下的海床釋出的甲烷加速暖化；南北極的冰層融化；雨林已經燒光、變成沙漠；人類為了尋找食物開始大遷徙，過著動物一樣的生活。
升高6度C：連北極也沒有冰了；歐洲是一片沙漠；地球大部份地區已經不適合人類居住；沿海城市成為廢墟。超過6度C：暖化完全失控，任何努力都是徒勞了；超級暴風雨、洪水、硫化氫氣體、以及甲烷火球摧毀地球；人類滅亡，地球只有黴菌能夠存活；地球回到1億5000萬年前恐龍滅絕的年代。

聯合國的跨政府氣候變遷專家小組（IPCC）報告指出，人類的活動，包括土地利用、工業生產、城市化和生活型態，都排放大量溫室氣體（Greenhouse Gas），從而造成地球升溫。

地球升溫人類造成地球升溫的種種因素，超過90%是人類自己造成。
人類知道溫度上升會毀滅世界，但是，卻依照熱衷追求高排放的經濟成長模式，也習慣於高消耗的生活方式，樂此不疲，不會輕易放棄。

就好像一缸水裡的青蛙，水的溫度逐漸的升高，青蛙始終無動於衷，甚至愜意無比；直到溫度過了臨界點，它已經跳不出水缸，活活被煮死。青蛙沒有意識到水溫上升，所以不會跳出水缸。

人類呢？美國和中國是世界兩大二氧化碳排放量最高的國家，在哥本哈根峰會上，不但無法攜手合作，反倒是針鋒相對，歸咎對方；在堅持本身利益的同時，要對方作出更大讓步。

哥本哈根大會沒有讓人類跳出水缸，大國之間相互扯後腿，逼使大家都留在水缸。一紙“記錄在案”的氣候協議，只是同意減少排放溫室氣體，卻沒有制訂目標，也沒有執行方案。
窮國與島國皆大失所望。面對淹沒威脅的太平洋小島圖瓦盧代表說，這是對未來的背叛；非洲蘇丹的代表說，協議是判處非洲死刑，形同大屠殺。

Exploding soon

2010-03-16T21:00:00.004+08:00

i visited to quite many country but
the most unforgettable one is the BuBu island which situated in Terengganu.
cant help falling in that.....

"when only i can go there?"
i miss the coral and turtle there, i couldn't get myself totally no connection to this island, because the sea water is containing my B.L.O.O.D.....haha
Don't get me wrong, that bloody thing is happenned in several years ago when i was diving in that sea and i had accidentally get my leg slashed at the coral >.<"
it's a painful yet excited experiences ever, because i was fearing about the shark or fishes would come to me after detected my blood .ScAry~

Seriously, i can feel my strong heartbeat in these day,especially when i laying on the bed....
i think i'm too tension.....
Not my wish wanted to grumbling a lot about my works at here, i know i mentioned numerous time about i'm intensely busy these day, just.......
i feel tension....
really tension..... untill i wish to express stg at here.
The homework just keep on pump out in my mind when i'm about to rest, i do ntot even get my short nap just now after my 5pm class.
besides the homeworks,I probably having other thing to worry in mind,...
about what...let me figure out....mmm hmmm.....
is stg like >> 1)...2)....3)....
i will not tell out . No offense.

Recently i would also wondering.....when, when, when only i can get FREEDOM? i mean the REAL FREEDOM. For instances, when i'm allowed to staying all night long with my friends? haha.

it's 10pm now and i feel like going out .
.............
bring me out to anywhere as long as i can get away form my works.
T.T
I just can say,i'm kinda self-contradictory
i don't like he being so free, but i will keep complaining when he's not free
i don't like my parents to being too controlling, but i'll feel lost when they're not controlling
i was keep complaining i got too many homework, but i indeedly love my course.
我真的很顶不顺我自己

Getting Bored to my no-travel-life

2010-03-12T11:50:00.003+08:00

Feeling bored now
having 4 free days for me to complete my task.
i guess all my homework is a bit different with other's
As usual, reading the noteS is the must .Then i gonna have idea on my photos submmision.
It's always hectic about the venue and things that i have to shoot.
Moreover,not to forget the most heavy task-visual com.It's all about design and drawing.
Well, it's not a big problem for somebody if they're not pursue for P.E.R.F.E.C.T
But unfortunately, i'm the perfectionist T.T
i want everthing in nice and never done by others.

am actually escaping all of these shitty tension emotion now by surfing the nets, blogging and etc.
Tend to have a movie later via PPS too.
Missing so much about the outing on last saturday......
Shopping spree with the gals and gossiping

Really feels like burning all the homework now and take a flight to other country
SERIOUSLY,thinking of this.

this old women is getting older.haha
;P

see her satisfied look when after getting the cupcakes from us
=)

we should call her jie jie....
maywen is er jie
i'm the san jie
and the youngest one is hang mui mui

this picts just exposing how dark you are lur,old women.
how dare me....

。好像是酱。
=）

*Maywen sleep with me before.* haha
old time story....

these day keep thinking of FLYING OUT OF Malaysia .
NOT USA plan that everyone is talking about now ....
I'm thinking to be a backpacker travelling to thai,australia,taiwan....
The last vocation i had been was ShangHai, and it was quite few years ago already.What i want now is low-budget travel.
Always log into airAsia and there have cheap ticket in cetain period which is really attracting me.
i feel like FLYING now.
Darrrr, when are u ready? Sep okay?
(T.T)
no matter how, you're best partner to go with me.I'll wait you.

USA USA USA USA
i 'm most probably not going.
No Sad, No Disappointment.
There are always some gain and lost to be happen
Just depend on how you jugde on it
Atleast, i see the CARES from my family and Dash
Will have changes for the decision in the future?
Who knows?
But i know i couldn't too rush to have a decision.
Everything has to be slow slow in order to minimixe the regretness
What i want now is a PROPER TRIP
i wish to go BUBU island
BUBU
BUBU
BUBU
BUBU
BUBU
(T.T)

继续笑我吧

2010-03-09T20:33:00.003+08:00

今天不懂得反驳
感觉上自己一直以来都被人当笑话看待
我不介意，习惯性装着不介意
只能说，我们是真的相爱
至于关于以后的我们会有什么变动，
我们不是太天真没想过
只是，我们都太努力去维持现状而忘了去想那遥远的未知数
也会想，但只想好的。
不是恨嫁
只是，我一直认为在一起的最终不就是那样吗？
还是我错了？
还是社会变了？
好了，要是真的以后的未知数即将导致我们分离
请不要笑
至少
真的至少，我们是真心相爱过
这是很难能可贵的
曾经我们是那么的认真牵手走过那难熬的曾经
那些东东有谁明了
那段时间，那段付出是不会浪费的

即使分了
哈哈
我也会勾引他，做他的第三者
=D
发泄完毕！
叫我笨蛋吧
再见

Get Fun

2010-03-08T21:07:00.002+08:00

Monday, 8th March ,2010

Uncoutable works falling on our shoulder
those are real heavy and tiring
What we can do is to get a lot of fun in our works.
God-Bless, we always get Fun in our assignments.

mY dayssss in these day

2010-03-01T20:44:00.021+08:00

taken by ShirleyWong.

Chinese new year was just ended yesterday.
How was everyone new year?
Have you guys spend long long time with your family?
I didnt........
haha

I'm the bitc* almost stepping 2 legs into CHEN'S family, staying almost 80% time in Dar's side.
Isssshhh....i started to hate myself !!!

This is my valentine pressie.I get it through technically and strategically ^^
nolar, really didnt mean to let you spending alot.
When woman say " i like it.."
didnt mean they want to OWN the thing, they just simply express their true opinion.
By the way, if the man is extra-sensitive.Of course you can get her that thing.
Definitely they'll not reject.
am i right ? Darrrr.....haha

While chinese new year had come to an end, most of annoying Midterm examssss and assignmentssss also ended in these day. W.h.o.o.H.o.o

The present of midterm also meaning that we've passed half of this semester.Good-Job i really got every fully booked by the homeworks in the passed sem !
No worries, MORE and TOUGHER one is just going to start after all.
Haiz, when only all of these hack is going to end ?
I want a real relaxation, propably a nice vocation may help ^^

i used my ang pau to buy plenty of books last week
but seem like the books have been neglected by me many dayss already and till now i got no chance to let them get into my world yet.

i love books, but my reading skill is poor.All the books in my rak are haven finished reading one.Haha, i always stop reading after some pagessss.
But so sad, 3 books is lost recently.....
Anyone borrowed from me??

Saturday, after finished the Damn-Hard Midterm, Dar brings me to Korea Food in Korean Village.
since we had visit 3 time to the same korea reataurant last time,we tried on another restaurant this time.
***The korean really undeniable zeal and friendly***

炒年糕
Y my favourite Y

******************************************

Sunday-The chinese Valentine day and also the last day of Chinese New Year

Love this "portrail" lot Y

明记最新一季代言人-DASHCHEN。

As usual back to BengKee restaurant for the lion dance session.
Every 15th of the new year, there will have lion dance here.An usual custom.

After all, Dash went Kosas for hair cut.
Y Man with short hair is my type Y
The saloon is FULLHOUSE, while waiting it we get our satrio to the workshop to get the Door well-fixed .
This is what PROTON car is, always broke down.
want to sell the car and buy a 2 bicycles.
One for Dash, and another for myself.
it's more economic.

This is what we called actor lor.....
like to act whenever at wherever.

Thousand yearsss never camwhore !

When i started to just capture other ppl but forgotten myself ?

Then, i had both of my favorite Cendol & Rojak in KOSAS.
This is the best CENDOL ever, tears drop *....nice pandan .

cakap cantik ~

Since yesterday is the Valentine day, so i express some LOVE here.....
I love you Darrrrr. muack muack muack Y
Thanks for enduring for my all bad atttitude and bad temper.
Sorry lor, recently my mouth started to pour out many rude wordsss.
Yiakss right, i dunno know why i learned those.
i will change .Promised.

Only youu~
Only you didnt care of my shortcoming, although it's huge in size

You always remind me ,
among all the part of mine,You like my legs the most which really make my confidence gained on my legs.
Thanks Darrr, from my deepest heart. Thanksyou
Happy valentine day
Everydays is Valentine ^^

苦练瑜伽十多年.
finally.......

Sometime it may hurt also.
Again,this is what called A.C.T.O.R lor ^^

At last, dessert made a perfect end of the day.
* i really enjoying capturing the foods *
no idea why the pictures all so small ! since my pictures file is so big....

As i said, more tougher and tiring works is coming.
I hate hate hate !!!
Last but not least, tsunami is so scary ><
Couldn't image any disaster gonna happen in malaysia.
I'm worries, hug hug pleaseee T.T

新年感触

2010-02-16T14:54:00.004+08:00

今年的过年有点不一样。。。
没吃团圆饭
没去拜年
父母不在
在家做功课（现在）
年三十晚，初一，初二都在做工
但是，
今年有三盒烟花
还有数十条的炮竹很辉煌的一起整齐排列
在到了12：00AM
也就是年初一和情人节的那一刻

它们在我眼前点燃了
烟花就在我们的正头顶上，炮竹也就在我们的眼前
第一次那么地兴奋，那么地靠近，灰尘也直接掉在我们的头发上
哈哈
看烟花？何必要上山顶？
有钱就可以了。
今年真是谢谢了，那几位在男友村里出了名的有钱人。=D

虽然今年过年要工作，也不怎么有庆祝
但在工作时，看见来店里吃饭的人都是开开心心的团圆
一起捞生，一起贺着新年快乐
自己真的也很快乐
自己也领悟到，新年的意义
庆不庆祝也不是那么重要
新年最重要的应该是一家人平平安安，完完整整的
也看见了各行各业的人，在新年里是没休息的
他们在新年里仍然为大家服务着
但是
当忙完了后，一家人一定会围着桌子前一起吃饭。
=D

新年快乐啊，亲爱的镇辉！

Happy Chinese New Year & Valentine

2010-02-11T07:38:00.007+08:00

Another 2 days is Chinese New Year together with the Valentine Day Y
i think no Chinese New Year for me in this year, as well as Valentine

The reason why is , my family got funeral in November so according to chinese tradisional we're not suppose in celebrating any big day for 3years??? i'm not sure.
So , the new year eve i probably will be working for BengKeng Seafood Restaurant.
Yeah, the Dash's belonging restaurant .The restaurant will gonna be full-house but lack of worker,so i will lend my hands and of course together with my legs to Aunty Jenny.

This 2010 Valentine is fall at the same day with Chinese New Year, it's not so bad though.
How we gonna celebrate? i still prefer the romantic way.
But....
Dar is going for a quite big payment in these two day for his personal assest, so as a tolerate gf i will forgive him if he couldn't make a perfect Valentine for me ^^

i promised myself, i will not angry if no any dinner or presents =D
I will hold your hands and walk through all the difficulties =D
i was actually happy, because Dar finally own a car and he's paying everthing by himself.
The car wasn't the luxurious and best one, but atleast he bought it by himself on the ages of 20. =D
So, of course i will support you ,stand by you.......

No SWEET without SWEAT.
Our plan running pretty smooth .Don't we?

Here comes let's talk abit about myself.

As everyone know, i'm very busy recently.I have even stopped my yoga class.
Assignment,Drawing,Capturing Photos,Essays,Revision,and Working.
The workss just POP out without slowing down.Make my face POP out many pimples due to the lack of sleep.So, everything just POP out la, including all the unlucky occurrence .

So i still can accept all the unlucky thing that had happenned in me, is okay! As long as we can put it down, because the earth still turning .We have to look forward and see thing in a brighter way. If we keep thinking why we're so unlucky, why why why and keep granting ourself is the UNLUCKY i believe that BAD LUCK with keep following us and the BAD thing will keep happening.

Well, it's New Year dudes. Every BAD BAD thing is leaving . We must do believe this. Atleast the GOOD thing is just happenned on me, i had just received a call from mom telling me about my car is WELL-SETTLE already.I can get back my car this afternoon. Yeah!!!

This is what had borthering me actually, because my dad keep complaining our family gonna be very inconvenience if i still couldn't get my car well done before chinese new year.HAHA! Finally everthing is okay now. =D

Well, i have finally get my DSLR but i don't know how to use it. Laugh at me.
Talking about taking photos, i'm quite stressful toward it. There are many talented student in the class, and i dunnno anythings. HAHA, i got trouble in aperture,shutter speed,and angle probs.
I think i'm probably can drop this subject already. Drove me MAD ~

In Conclusion, i just hope i can enjoy my holidays till the max eventhough there are 3 MID TERM and 2 Final Submmission for my homeworks.
hmmm, sound cracked, how can i enjoy?
T.T

anyhow

Happy Chinese New Year my friends!
and not to forget ,
Happy Valentine Day !

Some update on Friday 1446

2010-01-29T13:49:00.008+08:00

Today is FRIDAY....
is my off day as well as my sweet day Y

But
I GOT PLENTY OF HOMEWORK TO DO !!!

Whatever, i'm not going to do it now....
i'm actually waiting for my Dash coming to bring me out
we're going to chulan tower for dar to close case! Yeah~ today is closing day!
then..............
we'll be going to Low Yat for DSLR !!!
oH Yeah ~
muahahahaha~

Hope to get lower price at there, most of the courses has started to distributed the assignment already, including photography class! and i think I'm the only one havent get my DSLR .The worse is the lecture wants the photos by tuesday but i don't have this proffesional equipment,how can it be.....?

Haha...this semester really paid a lot !
an DSLR is more expensive then my laptop, AGAIN, how can it be....?

I couldnt walk My journey without my shoes.

this is our first photography homework....
this is indeed a good experience, we can get to know the different kinds of beauty from different timing.
But i still cant understand, As Mr.TEH said, how to determined a good photos is very dependable and subjective.Then, how to consider a really good photos?

This is belong to Tencent

.EuniceNg.
i like the tree very much, looked so creepy

Really hope i can enrich as many knowledge as i can in this semester.Although i got lack of sleeping time.In addition,working in my lovely weekend is exhaused and that is indeedly wasted my time for my homework. No-More-Working for the coming request !
i Don't wan to fail any of the subject.
T.T

I'M SO BUSY RECENTLY....
but still You can date me out, Don't mind to disturb me !!!

Don't ever think you can see my Photosss.Muahaha

2010-01-25T23:23:00.002+08:00

My DashChen is a handsome man.
Good + Handsome = Extincted
i love youY

Not Going to Upload others photosss.
It's incrediblely undescrible ugly.
Feel like wanna DIE when re-see the photos.
Muahaha....anyhow, it's my problem, the photographer is quite PRO and as we can see he's very patient man in taking every photos.
But still, sorry to say that..........I DON'T LIKE MY PHOTOS !
I GONNA BURN IT ALL UNTILL IT BECOME DUST !
LELEBUBU....

Assignment and Drawing ...
Please slow down your speed to come in my life.

Who sucked my creativity ???

2010-01-21T15:04:00.006+08:00

i having a sustantial life currently
Quite tiring,but the life quanlity is good.Personally thinking this kind of busy only qualified to consider as L . I . F . E.

Studies should be like this, i guess.

Last week follow Dar to PJ main company of AXA to accompany him for meeting.No choice, i'm too sticky, sticking with him is my all time favourite.I got to know my DashChen got his own table when i visit to his office.OMG......
Actually i'm not sure it's really his seat or not, i just saw there're several pictures of him sticked on the table....ahahaha
Anyhow, his working environment is neat and clean.

Brought along my homework to do.

In proggressing.

Please choose AXA.

The cup he using in office.
Conclusion : My Dash is the cutest guy that i have never met before for my entire life!!!

YYYKeep on moving DASH, Go Go Go.YYY
We got nothing, but We're young to fight for life !!!

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

Back to my studies life....This gonna be my third week of studies,everything going smooth.Subjects selected had been approved and fees had paid, which is also mean my degree course is officially started !!!

The always problem that i meet is PARKING PROBLEM !
This should be every single UCSI student most hectic too....
To prove the fact, each of my Bf and myself already get 1 saman!
Hellow, law and regulation not allowed cars to park on yellow line and UCSI guard now started not to allowed us to drive in anymore on the high traffic timing(12-2pm) due to the FULLY PACKED inside and upside the hill .SO, WHERE YOU EXPECTED WE CAN PARKING ANYMORE ???

Sometime, i would even think of those who double park their car is EXCUSABLE and FORGIVABLE ... ahahahaha!
OMG.....

Well.....Back to studies which is also mean Back to old town

SAY HELLOOOOO TO ME !!!!

This semester got alot of DRAWING WORKSSS !!!
We totally drew 22 pieces of product in this 2 weeks , let's say "Wow....."
i had 12 years didnt drawing already....left out a lot !!!
my creativity had been killed by myself....

What u expected??? i'm not a design-study student okay?
Drawing skill like me is ACCEPTABLE AND EXCUSABLE :p
(THE RED COLOURED IS THE MALACCA BULDING)

As u can see,those are not impressive at all !!!
laugh on me.....

Here comes....
The product on WEDNESDAY
i DID it !!!
the point is i had no choice,lecturer forced us to pass up in class and draw everthing INSTANTLY within 45min, i successfully did it in 45 min ...
OMG, normally i will take the whole day just to make a better idea.....
This has shown , i'm kind of tension needed to produce a fast product.

This is emphasize of LINE.

Moreover, this is emphasize on the SHAPE of the object.

another 9 blank boxes awaiting for my processing....
Tension, because i looking for the BEST.Paying very high requirement for my own works!
Not to forget,i'm a perfectionist !

LASTLY
PRAY :

HOPE EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT

MAY GOD BLESSING SHARON AND BEL

The feel of imprison

2010-01-16T16:14:00.004+08:00

i'm here sitting right in front of my computer
facing this stupid dead machine on 16:15pm
this timing....
this kind of weather...
saturday.....
supposingly should be with my Bf.

Obviously i'm not with my Bf today...
Back from yoga class and straightly sleep untill 3pm.Guess what? the yoga class is on 7am!!! It's tiring.....so tiring......
after breakfast with the peep and teacher , i straightly jump on my bed and have my sweet dream !

Beh Tahan lah !!!
i think i got hidden penyakit ! Why i always so easy to get tired ?!
and i have suspected to anemia....
how to check?
haizz, not to think so much,back to sleep !

So Tension.....i got 2 homework on my hand now.
HoMeWork?!!
this "nightmare" finally has come back in my life.haha~
ShirleyWong, u suppose to finished it today !!! How to say if parents are bringing you going out on tomoro?
LAZY LAH !!!!

After atttending the classes, i only have discover I'M NOT CREATIVE AT ALL !!!
People said, if you pay some effort on it,creative can be cultivate.
Is it true? HOPE SO.

i feeling abit Boring right now, that's why i shitting alot at here.
i so wanna have a movie today.....seriously.
but from the inner of my heart,i know that's a impposible.
haha~
sound so hopelessness, seem like the 7.0 earthquake was just going happen in Malaysia.
bla bla bla~
Hou Sienzzz ar.
next week gonna work already !!!
arrrrrgh !!!
Hou Sienzzz ar.
Sienzzz dou mou de dengg arr !!!

Nowadays not easy to be a student.Especially when you're studying in a private university. Study+Work.

I WANT GO OUT ...N.O.W !!!
Sienzzzzz Arg !!!

Shouting a alot at here also NO CURE, nobody will bring me out if i keep on taiping alot at here.Just had some FREEWRITING at here, as teacher adviced us atleast do 15 min of FREEWRITING in our daily in order to improve our writing skills.
As you can see, i did it.
Such a hardworking student ever.
thumbs up*clap*clap*

What to write

2010-01-06T00:13:00.009+08:00

So out date .....
outdated = no update
so died is my blog, many thing wanted to express but hard.
because i'm outdated.
GOSHHHH.
what i have to do know?
what suppose to write in the latest post?
many thing stuck in my mind !!!
should i continues writing about my new year eve post???
i know i'm late,but still to greet
HAPPY NEW YEAR!

and

Happy 6th anniversarry for Dashirley!
no any specific date for Dashirley anniversarry day so Dashirley give the recognition to state first of the Jan as the day.
Better than NO .

****

Today first day went back to my studies.
Feeling so WooHoo....
sleeplessness yesterday, GOD-MAY-KNOW whyyyyyy......

2010

2010-01-04T14:47:00.010+08:00

it's a week late for this New Year Eve blogpost....
who's care? as long as i wrote it !
and when i'm about to writing this post, this has remind me of my last year's new year eve.
after finished update this,i will go older post to have a look on what had i did on passed 31st Dec 2008.
=D
This may the advantage of blogging guaaa~

That was a simple but meaningful celebration for the last day of 2009 .
simple as we went to Leisure Mall again.....
ahahaha.
Stepping into 20 !!! is 20 !!! should be mature and is time to do something up-to-grade and classs.....haha.
Dunwan to have any skin touching touching with the strangerss on that day so no way for me to included in any countdown event.OR suppose to say "Don't count me IN in any please !"
nowadays perceived 只要懂得知足！平凡是一种简单的幸福

we got Basket Robbin.......on 31st Dec !

and Subwayy !!!

真的是，唔肥都假啦！！！

After all, while waiting the others guys back from their job ,we went back home .Dar wan to try on the new contact lens that bought from sharon.What i want to say is......I'd tried my best to help him !!!
we took almost 45 min to wear it in the eyes. May be an hours....i dunno !
as long as ,we DID it okay?
it's not easy !!! Especially when there's not your own pair of eyes!!!

When there's finally come to an end.Really likes finallyyy.....
(the outcome is the picture below,his eyes so attracting)
Then we only off to Yulek for steamboat + countdown with Wilson Vyston+GF,Nobita and Forgotten What name.....haha
That's my favourite steamboat restaurant so farrr.
The Tomyam soup is so niceee. YumYum.

Got Fireworks somemore !!!!
and the Firework wasn't just several second that kind okayyyy.....is last for 5-10 min that kind !
OMG. i feel touching,never thought to see any firework on that night so thanks alot for the rich people who stay around that housing area who paying so many money on the firework !!!
and our table is just nice for that fireworkssssss.
fabulous night,wasn't that?

Happy 2010
i'm late again.....Teehee !
This year sureee A GREAT YEAR !!!

Malacca Trip on Christmas

2009-12-28T19:35:00.038+08:00

Ahem ....
i'm just about to write about my 25th Dec aka Christmas.

This year i had celebrated with my beloved friendsss and the love one.The love one is always included because that's an usual practise.Haha.We planned to Melaka, the first discovered ground of Malaysia...We planned, We go. No any plan B,C,D,E to replace !

And yeah, After 3 hours i guess we finally reached Melaka.It takes longer time to there because we nearly change our destination to Ipoh on the half way due to we went to the wrong direction.Haha...

Although we had some mistaken, but i'm still happy with it lu....because i learned the way to Ipoh ! Therefore, Dar and me can go Jalan Jalan Malaysia when we're about to escape from the crowded city =D

The first stop is always about Food.
especially when we'd been stuck inside the car few hours

hard to learn photograhy...
really hope i can take nicer close shoot.

(the foods wasn't that's good,nowaday hard to find someting nice to eat.)

Happy to be involving .....

At Melaka River...
Were decided to buy ticket for the Melaka river cruise,it's only rm10.so cheap !!!
But ended up, we didnt embark because the night scene gonna be much much much more beautiful compare with afternoon !

Jonker Street...

we can see many people having long queue for most of the restaurant/cafe
in this street.
But ended up, i would like to know which is the worth one for me to queue for! anyone know?

Long Queue again.......

Braised Squid

Various type of Nyoya Kuih....
should buy some to try.

i guess花生汤is one of the must in Melaka...

Selling lotsa my child time toysss ,it's so memorable.

Creeepy
Skeleton

it's so cuteeee

Red bean soup,fish head noodle,prawn noodle,beef noodle.....

Many stall selling Cendol and A B C.
Cendol is my all time favourite

Group Photo....
old fren+new fren
Who'd left out this time...haha

The暧昧one ....
CaiNee and Desmond aka 李茂山。

We've lost contact for 7years....OMG !

Big size VS Small size

This indeed a nice shoot !
Credit to Desmond....

Everyone did a good job in Only one take !!!
Clap*Clap*Clap*
Credit to DASHChen for this shoot.

Bloody Burning Seasion + Crowded car and people
so ICES are a must after all !!!

Happily ever after....

The last stop Makhota Parade

is the largest shopping mall in Malacca. it also counts on a large souvenir and handicraft center, a supermarket, a cineplex, a food court, numerous restaurants and cafess.Beside that, the melaka cruise that we're tempting is also just somewhere near beside the mall.

Mahkota Parade is separated from the historical core of Bandar Hilir by a huge green field called the Padang.

Have some rest on the grasss before we off for dinner.

Without flash ,focus and night mode

With flash,focus and night mode

so big different.....

Which is better?

OMG!!!
this is the Malacca river cruise that i mentioned just now.No doubt, it's much more beautiful at night.We able to see the EYE ON MALACCA along the river .
BUT!!! too BAD.There're a super duper long queue for the ticket!!! So we ended up have no chance to embark for the cruise T.T
CRY LOUD LOUD ...

Before back we get each other a Christmas present in Makhota Parade as a satisfacton ending !!! Happy Happy ....

For me, i'm willing to be there again next time for...................... shopping spreeee.Haha. But not during any special festival anymore lo. Because do not want to kill many of lovely time on the car !!!
But is it mean that , we shouldn't go any place for any BIG DAY?

Where am i ? ? ?

2009-12-28T00:07:00.007+08:00

Where am i ?
I'm finally back in front of ma computer...
Finally finished the milk project by today,if compare with yesterday, today trial sale still "boleh tahan lah " ......because Anlene project the super competitor is just right opposite my booth !!! anyhow, atleast i had tried my best to sell my product.

i've just finished my lovely shower time......
the feeling of after removing make up is so wonderful and fantastic!
whoots!

Here comes....
i've abondoned my lappie for 3 days i guess,so i specially stole some of my sleeping time to have some release.......

to scream out " i'm so bloddy tired !!! "

Soon , i can partially get rid from working already because my studies is going to start !!! WooHoo!!!

and most probably i gonna upload the trip picturessss on tomoro !!!
muahahaha.....my efficiency is always LOW.Wait ba guys~ it takes times.

The overall of the trips is Greatzz.
Melaka is a nice place to visit for. At last, without this high tech thingy i'm sure we couldnt reach any of the vocation for sure !!!

OKay....my face dead as Zombie already, is time to sleep !

Tomoro is Christmas Day

2009-12-24T17:25:00.009+08:00

Oh, Hi peeps..........
It's Christmas eve today,how excited it is !!!
Anyhow, i not going to have any special action for tonight countdown seasion because as a official Chinese, Christmas not really one of my big festival day also ( act like no care,because no any celebration planned )

Teehee*

Talk like this,but heart doesn't meant it BECAUSE i'm still thirst for PRESENTS !!! yeah, is presentSSSSS.....or atleast a present.(anyone hear me?)
Girl always likes suprised and myterious.Don't you?

Muahahaha*

However, we're going to visit Little Nyonya which located at Melaka on TOMORO.Oh yeah...! atleast some vocation is planned since friends are only available on this public holiday,everyone is only freee on Christmas.How sad?!
One more sad news is,i gotta go back to work on weekend !!! Cant imagine how i gonna feel on weekend.Tired?/stay energetic?.....haha!

What i can do is stay smiling =D since everyone said i looked great with smile...cheeers! And i do always believe smile really can make a better socialisation in all time ....

S.M.I.L.E is a powerful and magical facial movement .

aNd yes ! coll reopen soooon ! am having such a nervous + excited feeling once i think about am going back to coll with you guys like last time i do....
becauseee, i rest too much for these recent month already.No idea am i ready to back to the routine or not ! Freeee for so long time, suddenly gonna back to studies really an unusual thing for myself.........

i'm must pay more effort to catch up the subject alreadyyyy...
engine running kinda low now >.<"

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!!

What is LIFE jek ?

2009-12-17T22:00:00.006+08:00

The reason i haven't do any update on my blog lately it is because i had lost my grandpa on the early morning of last friday.

i had lost 2 loved one within this 2 years.

How sad, we couldn't reached grandpa home before the death of him.What we saw after we reached is a cold body without a soul.We're too late.
He's still in my mind these day,the memories about the days we brings him for treatment and hospital.....

11/12/2009 ,THIS DAY
He eventually leaved us.

Think in the brighter way,It's not the worst one,atleast he has get away from those illness torturing he had faced this recent month .
In my mind, he was just like falling into the deepest sleep on friday.And i guess that he's sleeping in peace and sweet because a smile is hanging on his face

WONG KA HUI WILL NOT FORGET YOU FOREVER EVER.

miss you so much .....
sob sob

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It's an overdue post here,Dashirley had attended a dinner with several of the old friends .The venue is HoiTong....
it's really a "warmth" and "smelly" dinner ever !!! hehehe

BBQ Steamboat....

Dash target so much on this chicken breast on that night...
what so nice??!

See them so happy......

If i'm not wrong, Koey was like directing her's boy to do something ...
am i right?
*winked smile*

Then her's boy say " Hou la, Hou la....."
However Congratz to you guys to be the CRAB Couple OF THE NIGHT !

And Thanks to myself have matched them up to become a couple....
issshhh.........!!!
See how generous am i , letting out my beloved one to other guy !

Everyone can see, is my beloved one made him laughed like this !!!
issshhh!!!

Dar's chicken wing

My chicken wing (thinner)

Dar's wing !
i want i want.........

AHAHAHAHAHAHA....

this is suppose to be eaten by human? but it's taste like XXXX....
only alien able to eat it....

This is the ALIEN then.......ahahahaha
because he target on that so much on that night !!!

The Dessert......

Unexpected, i just eat half scoop.....
because not nice at all...!!!
Different with what it's last time.
But this BF, eat 10 scoops ....."保守估计"

NOW.........................................
I just hope i can go where we've planned together !!!
To MummY , "I WANT FREEDOM,let me gooooooo !!!"
Don't want to spoiled the plan !!! must let it works !!!

* Tomoro going to have some relaxation ! sing k, movie , good food all together .Allow?
if not how i gonna take out my wholeheart to work on this weekend ?!! *

i getting bored to work !!!
What to do??? NO MONEY HOW TO BUY WATCH,GO SYDNEY,SHOPPING IN PAV,PARENTS HAPINESS ???
HOW TO MARRY???

Then, anyone tells me what is LIFE???
TO LIVE=WORK
TO MAKAN=WORK
NO NEED MAKAN=NO NEED WORK=GOOD

What is the TOPIC?

2009-12-08T15:58:00.012+08:00

待嫁中。。。。。
not me but the bear,LOL

went to Jusco to collect salary , NOTHING SPECIAL
Then mummy bought some christmas items to decorate the plants.
She was attracted by the cute bears with christmas costume.
Yeah, she's really crazy with beaarrrsss !!! What a cute mummy ever !!!
Now my house got christmas TREE summore >.<" THE SMALL AND CUTE ONE LA

HOHOHOHOHOHO
MERRY CHRISTMAS

Ding Dong Bell ......!!!

but i'm more attracted toward Chinese New Year
Not sure, daddy bringing the whole family to vacation for next years or not.*Blink
Like yearssss didnt go other country already, the last country i went to was Taiwan if i'm not wrong.OMG....can't help falling in T.R.A.V.E.L.L.I.N.G

This was the day we had phone chatting from 3am-6.30am
we then went to breakfast on 7am. =D

This post is about NOTHING.......
Just thinking to upload quite a few of the couple pictures :D

My darrr very sayang me, i know i got a lot of WANTS AND NEEDS from you and you're impossible to give me everthing.....
But seeing you atleast trying very hard to achieve the goal that we looking forward, i feel very touched of it.
Now dearr also having job,i earned quite a few of money already !!! feeling any proud of dearr ma?

That day you told me you went to request for the travelling plan to oversea,seriously i really fell very happy.Although it's hard now, darrr.... T.T
settle the neccesary one first lu okay?
Give each other some time,perhaps we'll go oversea on June rite?

This christmas tree in Yoga house.
it's so bloodly beautiful with the colourful bulb.

And not to forget i went to HELL style practising yoga in last week.
fri night 8-9pm then the next day woke up on 6am to attend 7am class....
the FRIDAY class is terrible,very Horrible !!! The class on that day is focusing on strenching our tummy muscle. NOW ~ my belly tummy is so the hell FLAT !!! HAHA
luckily the Saturday class is abit relax .Phewww~

Sometime, really feel that practising yoga is
" PAY MONEY TO GET SELF-TORMENT "
" 给钱买收罪 "

拉-筋-很-痛-！

Saturday went shopping !!!
the very excited one !!!
like century i didnt go shopping.ahahahaah..........

The main purpose is to get the 50% discount KBS BB cream !!! The promotion only last for 3 days in sg.wang outlet, so i go and grab .The legend told about the BB cream can be sold out in every 7 second in Taiwan. ahahaha.
No doubt, really many girls packed in that shop on that day.

*KBS product is so bloody EXPENSIVE *

OMG
saw many worthy package sets from various branded to cater for the coming of Christmas Days
Especially Etude House, mascara,BBcream,powder,lipstick and bla only about RM 69.90 per set !
Seishedo set only rm 120++
Shopaholic again....

I love Year-End-Shopping Seasion Y Y Y

After all, we went to 富贵山庄to attend one of the dar's relativethe funeral event
Nothing special....
Super Duper JAM in KL AREA !!!

The entrance of 富贵山庄

Inside got many OGAWA massage chair provided !!!
I love to being massage !!! i want one in my house too !!!
That day was so tiring,after the massage i was full of energy,wanted to go shop instantly! ahahahaha

Yeah....this picture is so beau-ty-full .
ahahahaha
the eyes black as the seed of longan.Someone comment me like this.
well, i'll take it as a compliment.

Finally, i've finished my semester.Everything is comes to an end, perhaps !
GOD-BLESS-ME

HAHA, I'M COMING TO YOU PEEPS NEXT SEMESTER.
WAIT FOR THE DISASTER ! LOL
TATA
PERHAPS......PERHAPS......AND PERHAPS.......!!!

My next plan :D

2009-11-30T22:21:00.010+08:00

Last friday was public holiday, so the parents were freeeee.
As usual what we usually will be doing on public holidayss is go KLANG.
QUITE BORING.But when you know you gonna get delicious food from there ,you'll not ever refuse and regret to be there.
somemore, this is a rarely chance to gather with ma lovely family.Muacxs

After getting the very satisfied Lunch, we went to Jusco Bukit Tinggi.
it's shopping time !!!
How long i have no do this "activity" already?
so, that day i was really appreciate it and enjoying. =D
i want Moreeee !

i always follow mummy, the others follow papa.

Before back, we have tried on Klang Bak Kut Teh :D
Well,this is a must

Fat cheeks, wanly lips, uninteresting hair....

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The next day = weekend = working days
That was the last weekend for this project.
Well, i still trying my best to prepare the drinks, do detailing and sell the product,
although it's not easy, because nescafe body partner is more expensive than other's.Most probably,it may be the most expensive one. >.<" The comsumer may getting lesser due to the price has no any discount already. working make me get closer with aunty , hahahaha.
They love me ^^, because i joking and talk crap with them^^
They even tend to intro their son to me^^
shy*shy*

Sunday, the last day............
Had my lunch with Kiki, she is always the one cant let me go .ahahahaha
ok lah, once the company got project in Maluri, i must go and grap okie?
ahahahaha.

my desire on chesse cake has been maintain for such a period,so we went to secret recipe,
but i didnt get any satisfaction at all !!! Blame it to KIKI !!!
She keep insisting on ordering GOLDEN NUDGET CAKE .
>.<"

this is definitely not the plate of my cake.
!!!
Never mind la, as long as we were enjoying the time we had together ^^
muaxs Y

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Currently i'm not having any job , i have rejected all the job.
the jobs isn't really tiring me, just.....................
I also don't know what actually i want.
Mayb i becoming lazy,i'm seeking something less working hours with high pay.
AHAHAHAHAHAHA.
after telling my mom i have rejected all the job, she keep nagging on me.Anoying! >.<"

And yeah, not to forget the year end sale is coming !!!
Christmas also coming nearer and nearer, i think most of the cosmetis counter also having promotion pack! HAHA,gotta used up 1/4 of my saving to grap whatever i needed!!!
saliva drop~*
No worries Darr,The ShirleyWong now just will waste the moneys on whatever she needed ! No wasting anymore!!! Because she hardly earns all the money.By the way, beside keep planning to award myself, it's time for me to buy some gift fo rmy parents ^^
so my saving gonna decrease .Never mind la, i love youuu ma :D

QM? nah......

2009-11-26T15:32:00.002+08:00

Monday is my test 3, then another Monday gonna be my FINAL already !
Nothing to be worry, it's died easy !
Easy than what it is !!!

hmmm....th only thing i should be worry about may be my low capacity brain.The brain always so forgetful .
I'm strongly warning you, Don't forget about the test on Monday kayz??!!
this internal mark is very important for me !

About this silly QM....haha!
i want to score YOU. :P

This week is so Tiring

2009-11-20T19:08:00.013+08:00

I'M SO EFFIN TIRED !

am just came back from UKM hospital....
struggling in the emergency room about 5 hours!
i always hate to go general hospital...
nO worries, i'm not the sick one.
If yes,most probably i'll just go the private one because i got card.
this time is my grandpa. He's over-age for all the medical card.So......
Actually we brought him to Kajang KPJ hospital this morning, but they reject to give surgeon and they shirk responsibility to Pantai Hospital.....Once we reached Pantai, they asked us to UKM
APA LAH?!

Grandpa is seriously ill , so sick....
he has no stamina at all,he try so hard to lift up the bottle just to drink water by himself. Getting thinner and palid within several days.
i said, i wished.....i want to see you every years ! Stay strong my dearest Gong Gong!!!
Love You.Y

* * * * * * * * * * *

Yeah....December is coming, the most common festival to call to mind in December must be Christmas.
Not a christian, but very enjoy the atmosphere and ambience that giving out by the christmas day.

Got a called from Bel to interview yesterday.
The very rush one,i determined to attend.
Got nice christmas costume to wear on wor, why not?
But then, go there just to wear the costume and take picture to show the client because the client want to select PRETTY GURL wor.

PRETTY....this word very sensitive.ahahaha.

Pretty=edited?
ahahahaha

Me with the costume. i know i'm very CHUBBY.
As a courtesy, luckily i did ATLEAST some make up before i go.
FInally the officer not satisfied lu, they want something EXTRA ==
stressssss.......i dunno how to make up de lar !

Bel and me

my face was reddish, because i simply apply the blush on my cheek
simply lor, i dunno how to apply at all.

well, 90% i will not get this JOB
because i cant give total 7 days completion for this job,and they're not allow to find friend for replacement.
secondly is I'm not a prettyyyy !
Quite sad and disappointment.
NEVER MIND, studies is more important ma =D

How to say....
Recently got many high pay and relaxable job, but those job just not in the right timing !
issshhh !!!
this is what-so-called 查身而过 ！
haiz, 至少曾经“穿过”。哈哈

Tomoro is time for working again. Nescafe , i'm coming!
pheww~ i said i want to take rest for temporary .But i failed to do it.
>.<"