~Sis-tar baby full moon ~

Whoot~~ just came back from sis-tar baby full moom party.The scene of the party was bustle and cheerful by the singing of her granny~~
no wonder la, her granny has won a lot of medal and cup from the previos singing competition.

They prepared variety of food to serve the frens and relative.Damn many seafood~~ unfortunately i cant eat....

i ate b4 goin there , and completely full
sayang~~

Finally she got her baby born safely.She was a lovely baby girl ^^
What a conincidence?? Her surname is Chen ...as well as my dar surname (many fren's bf or husband having thid surname le)
she having a pair of eye alike her mother.hehe
Before attend for the party, i got enough time to go around leisure mall seeking for the gift for baby girl...luckily and fortunately the class was cancelled.That's why i got time...hehe
But, i still hope i can get something special and meaningful for the baby. haiz...
nvm. i'm surely will ganti back de ^^
bcoz u're my sis-tar first baby !!!

call me JiaLing....

i'm siao ~~~

seriuos look...

go back siao again ~~

more and totally siao liao....

i'm looked so happy jz like i'm having baby by my own (o^.^O)

i laugh untill lost control , making her granny wanna reminding me to be careful caring the baby (>.<)

She is back to her mummy huggie again ^^

i love pink ^^

*~Yeah, frenship 4ever ~*

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today is 5th sept, MayKuan buffday...Happy buffday ^^yeah~~~i got a present from my li suet too, thanks for your's chocolate. So sweet for me. haha

it's so good , i can meet dar earlier coz of the class cancelled like what i expected^^i'm so lazy...rite? not exactly....i'm jz understand those lectures feeling and attitude!!!

so so so so happy, dar got back his car and come and fetch me at ucsi.Dunno why, i keep smiling+laughing since i walking out from ucsi and the moment saw dar waiting of me in da car...^^ hope he never saw.Later he thought i'm gilar !!! haha

now what i wanna do is.....

withdraw my money as soon as possible

Dar~~~ T.T

Ya... friday coming ~

a windy thursday night.

it was a bloody cold night ! feeling wanna stay inside my blanket untill tomoro morning

recently i didn't talk so much in front of my frens, hope they wouldn't noticed ....

in a very moody mode these few day, nothing happened just mayb the present of "girl fren" occured it ~~

Damn .........

i got no mood at all, langsung tak suka to social fren >.<>

i'm quite weird about myself why didn't have any response after parents telling me to buy me a car just now. Kenapa i jadi macam ini???? Untill my dad asked me

: u're not happy meh?? i buy a car for you Wor??

: happy. u wan buy , buy la ~

: huh?? u just give me this response ar??

: OS ( what emosion u expected i will give u??)

Seriously i am so so so damn happy la, just i dunno what to expressed !

S-o-r-r-y . i promise this is just temporary

Not a Chronic effect !!!

hehe...

i just finish reading JiaWen article, damn funny ~

laughing like nobody business !!!

thanks alot, bcoz i happier !!! haha...

actually i'm quite easy to happy and laugh. Mayb just a silly joke or a silence stare.

that's my dar always did to me. He always know the way to make me laugh !!! Mayb he is too good in acting ^^ this is true

this is one of the abilities or what we say characteristic that my aunty's Gf (ya, gf) estimated from his birthday. She told me , my dar can be a good actor or make a good performance on stage . Fastantic !!!

hehe.....

he could turn my life to colourful and full of laughter ^^

today got class at 4pm, before that i have my lunch with thing.....

so happy to found out a place that we can "pou" for long hour. ALot of comic, internet, games and finger food...

we really need this type of cafe so Much , bocz the timetable we planned not nice as we want....So, next time we not need to go mid valley la . haha

Fortunate today class no cancel, if not i gonna upset toward this coll .

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attention !!! sharon !!!

A guy comes toward me after sharon, hang and jiawen leaving.........

he said

: do you know "shiling"???

: ceiling???

: hmmm...sharin?????

: SHARON?????

: Ya...Ya...Ya...

: why??

: May i know she having bf or not???

: ...............

i answered him "yes"
he looked so dissapointed .....man ~ chill up !!!

haha, i enjoying to see the face he showing out after my answered and he told me he had observed sharon around here for a few days...OMG ~ i was like???? wat??? u saw her then u got fall in love with her ar?? first sight love???

haha~~~

so fun ~

Yeah ~ tomoro can meet DAR ^^

Yum Yum...he gonna be my Dessert for tomoro !

today is wednesday

wednesday

today is my second day of lesson in UCSI.

it's so sad to know that, there was a must to taking totally 14 sub for my foundation !!!

so burden man !!! i must try my best , get beyond what i expected with my abilities !!!

i MUST pass !!!

MUST!!!

otherwise i cant borrow the loan

if i cant borrow the loan

then there will a obstacle to DEGREE.

hmmm...

these two day i just let myself had a tour around the campus, bcoz majority the course we chosen were cancelled !!!

do not know suppose to be happy or not...

i really hope tomoro class will not be cancel...Pls! Can i beg here ar? otherwise do inform us earlier la .

and bad news !

the timetable is fulled !!!

unbelievable, we're busy compare with A-level students.

the Time is the worst...! really need a smart management on my time after several day the lesson started.

Really cant suit to the college life, and i troublesome my mummy ! feeling so sad, but sounds like my parents is buying me a car.

IF do, i really feel so thanks to them. Demi aku, both of u have to spending so much for coll

of course IF do not, i also feeling thanks and appreciate one...got the best parents of the world ^^

To make life easier, i'll try my best to drive on the road althought i trying so hard for turning myself to be Dare and confidence !

(if i getting a car la)

let's make myself compare to some of the oldfolk+woman , they can drive (^.^) this can motivate me^^

so

IF U THINK U CAN, U CAN !!!

a slogan i learnt when the UPSR seminar ^^

Headed to mid valley for a movie today , bcoz all the class cancelled !!!

S.U.C.K

finished movie on 3pm, then bla bla bla bla 5.45pm onli reached home

when i get home onli realize i forgotten to buy a present for the baby....T.T it is a good place for me to choose a special gift for the baby girl . wasted!!!

seriously, i feeling i missing you so much after enter college. so sad.

*miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you*

i can feel that u're ever more worry about me , and about my circle of fren...it's sad to telling you the truth, i'll meet up many male here beside mf female la. But, i never over the white line . i'm sure !!! i can behave myself , you must trust me like the way i trust you. it's the onli way ^^

stop finding those illogical reason argue with me .come on we can stay peacefully.

i can promise to like usual to gv you some text.okie. hehe.

quite happy that knowing you are getting yours car well-repair soon ! bcoz OUR friday is full with my tutorial and psychology class. NO MORE meeting in friday. But, luckily yours car gonna ready.We can dating at night ya...yeah baby !

omg.....

but dar....

you're goin to work soon, then we're left only 1 day to meet and the worst is your holiday will not be on weekend.Unfortunetely i'm only free on weekend.
i'm terriblely sad about this. NEVER MIND. We suppose to look further, look for our future!!! right? ampang -cheras =near !!!

thinking positively wong . chill up !!!

Day 1 in UCSI

Here we go....the first day in UCSI.

we were on time just nice to the orientation bcoz it's just like what we expected it was not goin on time jz like what has written in paper.

So, the event is started after our bucttock sat down and several camwhore was taken.

haha...

this is our usual action ....

the event started by the "cold joke" talked by MC and the stupid *snake game* !!! we did involved in the game" of course", bcoz we were trained in Ns to be active and enthusiastic . haha.

see?? the *snake* behind there is so damn long

the time is passing like age especially hang hang and me divided into different faculty.The lectures up there talking non-stop ! But the point is i do not understand and not interested !

luckily got my jia wen and winnie

So, me and my new fren decided to SkIp the class and go accompany Winnie to giant to buy some daily use appliances.

yea~ here my new fren

winnie -from kuching
&

jia wen

and we did a visit to winnie in-campus hostel...with carrying a lot of stuff "naik bukit" man~

lose calories again~~ haha

Then, we went back to the hall room for the course selection seasion !!!

three of us under SSLA faculty , pronous as the *SLA* students

ya !

this is the worst part, goin up and down, left and right !!!

Just to find the sociel science department. tiring T.T

i thought the worst part had passed for today....who know???

we gonna go to different deparment of faculty to seek for the time table of certain courses !!!

why they cant jz done everything for us to choose?

nvm la~~

we're young. ^^

then....went to library for course selection.

luckily the computer didn't *bully* me

^^

lastly.back to home...

what a full-filled day .

my new chapter of life is begin next tuesday

GAMPATEH !!!

All about fren

September will be meaningful in this year....

alright, this is the month of my birthday and i will start my studies in coll on sept 2nd ~finally~

i keep on feeling that i have start my studies tooooooo late !

wastin alot of time. omg~ there are more than half year i have been waiting for. And, i think beside of NS and part time job i had been wastin half year staying in da house for NOTHING !!!

i'm a piece of shit ~~~

In btw, eventually i confirmed dar's mom unable to support the amount on education and managed him to work. Hope dar after several years of working experinces can successful opening his own business .

hehe...really cant imagine what will happen after several years when i got finshed my studies and how goin on with dar's business ! and now sound like, we'll be into different status of life after all.

abit worry , but excited !!!

tomoro will be the orientation day in UCSI.

what is the feeling on mine??? complex~

i was too long time being lazy in house, in a sudden wanna get up for study....

feeling so weird, but excited ! haha

really no idea what the thing i needed to pack in my bag . omg***

oh,yea ~ the peer that is goin on with me is hang hang and nick

haha, nick is not the point la...he is jz a normal + ordinary "banana" that i have been meet !

which meant my nightmare jz started ! haha

Yea, haha...here she is hang hang ! Eventhough the time we know each is short but i miss the joy and laughter that happened in NS becoz we're close !!! i'm still remember we got a long pillow talk in dorm while we got MC(tis is so hard to get it beyond than u can imagine)

but, jamie is currently not "available" by us, she is so far at subang !

sob sob....miss u girls ~

i always telling myself, Ns made me gain alot....coz of u girls ! making a :( ---> :)

another is MayWen...the one whose sleep beside me and make me stay back in kelantan althought i can go back my home with the qualified of form6. haha~ really feeling that she got a real and big power can made me stay back.

or....mayb i put FREN the first??? but, since we back from kelantan untill now, we never go out for gathering yet . hehe...why?

me, maywen, Wai

me, maywen, Thing

ya...finally LiSuet !!! she is really a sweet gal that i have never meet b4. she use a wholeheart to treats every fren. We got real fate , we know each other from primary>secondary>Ns>same dorm !!!

i admitted, i was feeling so bad when get know we'll be in same dorm ! But, as day go by, you had really help me alot !!! You of course know my temper, tat's why u always leave me a distance when my face turned into different.

Got one night, i'm feeling not well...i was laying on the bed , grouned for the feeling of viomit. She sat on my side, and touched my forehead , comfort me ! She even like a mother gave me pat lighly on my back to asleep me.

i will always rmb this circustance in my life.

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Thanks you !!!

throughtout Ns....i got whose my true fren ! and my dar not yet broke up wit me in da 3 month. haha. satisfaction !!!

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AND HERE !!

The scene when Out of current happened !!!

talking about Ns, the third barch is coming back on 6th sept. Tat's also my birthday !!!

willing to meet her soon.

my lovely ketam !!!

i WAN my oxy mask

haiz...

my skin is getting worse recently...

the worst is....

my coll is goin to start soon ~

this can make me lose confidence to face my new friend !

omg~

really cant understand why, my skin getting worse since i back from Ns

why???????

i Think is the quality of air...dunno~ i really no mood if i unable to have myself a smooth skin.

i tend to buy OXY MASK from Sasa on last wednesday when went shopping .But really found not at there. Was i Blind?? oR Sold out???

oh no....

Done

Yeah, i did it !!!

i succeed the driving test. Damn easy . man~
is it always needed to suffer abit money loss only can done my mission ???
i will always remember my Number.009 . HAHA...
the side parking and 3 point turn goin very smooth, after i passed the "mountain".

the weather in the morning is freaking cold...looked like rain is coming, i thought my test is goin to delay again. Luckily not need.
hmmm...
i got know more about the merit on myself.
guess wat??
** i can calmly face the difficulties or challenge. **
hehe, am i ??
can i say that, if i really can solve my trouble steadly, how could i failed last time?? hehe. i'm just can surely telling you, i have no any nervous or panic last time. And that is the main point, i failed !!!

whatever.....
jz like what my mom sent me
shirley
Boleh !!!

HI, little mountain !

Tomoro i'm goin for my driving test.

i must PASS. must !!!

hiaz...now a bit worry . sob sob...

mayb it *delay* for too long time.

GAMPATEH !!!

jznow dar got called me. i feeling better now.

hope, we can really work hard for the future.

*successful*

we're coming.

I.N.T.E.R.R.U.P.T.I.O.N

Everything is passed....

he is turning into 18 already, nothing special on that day we jz celebrate in his restaurant with several relatives. I well prepared at 12 stg , then his mom coming to fetch me, not him. never mind...what i know from his mom is when he get know his's mom is goin to fetch me, then he straight a way fall asleep untill so late.Then, his's mom brought me to shopping with her, no choice. So, we're quite late only reached there but He ever did not realise.

i know i should not argue or fight with him on that day. So, i did not.

Well...i abided for many thing recently. I do not know when i gonna explode !!!

Do not know why...i know many extra thing about him...he hide the truth . i really got abided, and i do not know what to do. We're consider as adult now, we grow up. We cannot like b4 what we do. FUTURE. this always comes out from my mind reminding me !

STUDIES, JOBS, FAMILY PRESSURE

he treat me bad? not at all. Good? not at all also....recently ever feling bad. Sorry for that thinking and feeling.

sometime, i jz feel that he not good in *detecting* women feeling . And he is not good in cure-ing of that.

and, he can ask for forgive but he doesn't know what the*** of his fault. sob. sob.

how can ? how can recently some bad decision comes our from my mind. How can i can changed so fast. Too fussy ??? i hv no idea. Today the worst , coz my parents gave me many pressure and the words they said let me got many of imagination.

i'm so sad....i do not know what to do. i really to discuss with him, everytime we argue he also did not give me the chance to talk, that's why now the feeling accumulate too much in my heart and wanna explode !!! BOMB!!! ....i never had this kind of strong feeling b4 for that "decision"

hope he can give me a call, when he saw this article.

soon, i'm goin to start my school life. There have much time for us together anymore.

Hope thing can get recover and improve instead of getting worse.

okie. let's pictures do the talking.

tis is his 2nd brother from granny.

our baby?? nope

lastly....

i wish our relationship will not comes to the end bcoz of little silly matter. All of these, can be solve. Mayb he doesn't know what is goin all right now, it is better let me get enough time to think about that.

Today is Saturday ~

Here is it....23rd Aug !

althought is not my day, i'm also so happy....

later dar is coming to fetch me,then we go to take the cake. Yesterday dar had celebrated with his dudes wit korea BBQ.

X Girl NOT ALLOWED X

Babi~

nvm la then. If today we argue again later, i will try my best to make him drunk, haha.

he is coming, i getto to get myself ready lo~

bye