Love you still...for the Nth years.

We had talked nearly about 3 hours on the phone.
I felt unhappy, as well as you.
I went downstairs washed the unfinished washing dishes.
Pick a chocolate that you bought me....
Tend to get rid from the moody from it.
But the chocolate was a lil too bitter for me,it's 70% cocoa contained.
However, it bring me recover from sadness.I guess.
I so hope there's a bar of chocolate for him too.

Anyhow, i hope everything will be settle with really no heart feeling storing inside the deepest way of the heart.We used to argue.....last time.I found out that was no war happen between us for such a while already. I no longer the high volume girlfriend anymore,atleast this is what i think how am for now.How about you? I'm well-trainned by you.

You happy?
You're not...
I promised you,i'll behave myself.
Seem like i failed to do so.
Opposite sexs are existed in my life, a real fact for now and future.
What i did maybe not enough, need to be improve...
Boy-Friends? will still lasting forever...just in different way to interaction.I guess.
Sorry Dar...i thinking, am i have been closing in a cage for too long and that's the reason why i had act a lil .....toward MaLe.I will be change ya.

Love you still....5 years already !
keep it on is our mission!
Cheers you up tomoro !!!

Oh yeah~
Lecturer date me, us for movie....
so glad...
Virgin movie with lecturer...kaka.

PROM or not?

Time passing so fast,like dashing.It's Friday again.

5 days i didnt update here ! i'd never deny about that,my body is full of laziness virus. My third sem actually is full of mathematical,thinking and some theory thingy in my chosen subject. Need practices and revision to keep the track. Yes, i did.

:)

This is what we call study! not alike with my semester 2 ....because the schecule was like fully around with sing k,movie,MidValley,badminton and bla~

Without changes, i do badminton and sing k in current semester also.....but it's equal with my studies,i would like to keep studies and entertainment in balance :) Yes, i did it. i guess.

Went to Neway today,after the economic clazzz. i FOUND that i was so hyperactive in these day,i could talk loudly and ask whatever i wanted to know .I got totally no image especially when the way how i was laughing.Playing like nobody business.Someone has *started my engine* :) The engine is running for a period,so it turning hot and no tuning point.It's good to hear that, but i will hope that person may not be forgotten to turn it off....:( anyone helps?

I do not know...this will be last for how long. If i keep it on, boys will probably stay away from me :) Or they might just treat me as their Bratta already. Sad.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OUr school organizing PROM.

it's really cool ! and i wish to go for sure,by the way i thinking loads of consequese.Go ? or ....

i used to asking myself "is that necessary,me to use that amount of money to buy this or use on this,bla bla bla..."

In truth, PROM doesn't a necessary, but a memories and it might be worth to had a experience to PROM in our lifespan.Especially college life.

And there will be many unknown factor in our life, so mayb i have no any chances to PROM in my future if i miss the boat now.

i have really no idea....

sorry for my friend about i couldn't give out a exact answer about going or not going.

T.T

no more toshiba boi

i've done my accouting homework.Yeah! From tutorial 1 to tutorial 2....

i did it for the whole day,whole afternoon untill evening bla...have 3 hours nap at the half.KeKe.

So burden man, the questions were so many.I guess actually is not needed to finishing all,just i was in study mode just now so why not?

ops...my finger swallon due to the wrong way of holding the pen. Little girl need some console.

first time i done my homework before sleeping time.Feel proud & relaxxx...

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Wanted to watch Star Trek on Saturday, we couldn't watch it even thought we had bought the tickets.How-wonderful~~~

we sat down in the cinema happily,after found that there was no any advertising and trailer started so Dar and me started to play a game

i named the game as...

"男女大对变" ; "Denature you and me"

I became the role of Him,and he pretended to be who am i ....haha.

As usual, girlfriend(him) should laying on man shoulder and talk softly ; as a man,wahaha ......a very normal thing to do in cinema is to touch their girl,grap her breast.I guess. So i grap him one and hold his butt. Oh....so nice man! You have a nice one. :)

We have a great game wasn't ? I'm sure he must be very enjoy at that moment when i xxx him. :) Have a very crazy interaction in the cinema,time reached but there was still no any reaction on the screen. Yea...technical problem so the movie been force to be cancelled.How shitzzz.

We got our movie replace to Demon Vs Angel.Not bad. :)

we left our doggie snack in the cinema T.T no any snack available to Gucci the dog.So sorry!i'm here appologize to you. Called us silly careless couple ^^

My toshiba boy was no longer a toshiba boy anymore. Never mind lu,change a environment during our young time isn't bad thou.It's your break time ............Enjoy it ! I don't think we can get more time to stick together while you having a break for this period, dear understand de ^^ dear also not interested to shop recently.In case i got thing want to buy then i may wish to go out lo.Hellow,What to walk in Malaysia??? I just in love with the pulau-pulau of Malaysia.Beside that,Malaysia=Nothing

Dash Chen...JiaYou! no look down you la...no leaving you la...you just giving youself a break,a rest ma.Tak your time to improve and upgrade youself in order to fit your career whenever there's a opporturnity.You thought you're a robot? Not working doesn't mean you're useless o.Dear still stand by you

:)

cheers! good luck in your test.

i hate urgent meeting

my both legs are cramp-ing.

i guess i can get a sweet dream tonight.

Toshiba Boy very 3rd time come out to lunch with me :)

simply choose U-village lu, for his convenience.

These day hard to get appetite on foods, i ate so little every meal.Good phenomena! I remembered i lost 15kg in secondary school and the happenned of this phenomena caused it.

what a sad day...

he text me in the morning informing me that he having a basketball match tonight,so he maybe couldn't bring me out tonight.Worse is, when we meet in U-village he told me that his company got big happen ,a urgent meeting is existed tonight!

no staying in his company for the whole day,no outing, no fetching me home tonight..

I.................hate..................Urgent...............meeting...............!!!

no wonder....

i having a bad feeling feel like i should not go to find him today.

6-sense, should i love you or hate you?

today my toshiba boy gave so many tips to MunJun the driver o ... Coz i'm poor in calculation T.T never mind lo, he always fetch me to here and there...nad parking fee somemore. Thanks also.

lalalalalalala~~~

actually i was so nervouse today,because i didnt shave my nails.....

Toshiba boi normally will be "yer yer yer" when he saw it.No choice! i rushing out of time,so i leave it like originally, luckily ..................suprisingly he said "nice!"

and suspensed that's the fake nails. haha. stupid.

He praise me PreTTy today :)

Outing tomoro night???

i desperately hope so.

Once i know there maybe will be an outing tomoro, i walk up and down in the time square to seek for some outfit for the date. TeeHee....

used loads again,over badgets!

why so bad?

took a cab back home today...counter cab naik harga already!

feel like wanna tell out rude word,but i will not :)

such a loooooooooooong time didnt take cab already,since everyone can drive!

nvm,be tolerate :)

i saw Annie today....

"Hi ! "

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Today should be consider as a burden day for me.

Reason why is, a thinking keep crossing in my mind is "I want QuiT studies already"

Reason why again is,the subjects selected in this sem is quite hard...Beside this, i worry about my degree course selection.

I'm confuse.

am i taken the wrong decision?

We not really can take our so what called as InTeresT as our career?

PR or Journalism?

OMG...

that's totally impposible to choose journalism as main course right?! My writing is so bloody poor! That's impposible to use this such of market standard english level to continous my tertiary studies. i couldn't.....

PR is so as the same as Journalism, is all about writing.

if i choosing that, i will be dying soon.

A soon-be aunty told me, i was too easily give up.

what can i do to myself for this everyday is motivate myself , telling myself i'm sure CAN !

however, i had tried so hard and nearly finish to struggling for my Foundation class.

There's no way for me to say give up NOW ...

Just expressing some of content from the inner way of my heart.

Wanna shift university when degree...

to concern the burden and trouble that might be appear to my parents if i really determinated to shift university , i must think twicely...

no choice, nothing for me to staying ...human beings are some kind of scary creatures,including me.okay. Don't perasan.

hmmm......scary creatures are always be there no matter where i shift,every nook and cranny :) so....think twice lu!

Do homework tomoro !!!

this is a must!!!

我们是宅男和宅女

脑海中一直倒带着上个星期美好的星期三。。。

我们一起在超炎热的夜市一起吃冰，我的他第一次吃到了100YEN的剥冰也好吃地兴奋了起来呢。他说下次还要在来 :-)

是真的，只要自己爱的人开心，自己也会特别高兴。。。

我的他呀就是个百分百的宅男，有很多很多很多时下年轻小伙子去过，吃过，玩过的东东他都没试过。我在想啊，我以后的任务就是带他去看好看的，吃好的！

现在没得玩没关系嘛。。。迟些些我们就可以去游山玩水了！

哈哈。。

渴望变成的有点妄想。。

虽然话是这样说，但是我发现我不必等到以后他发达，我现在一旦跟他出门，他也一定是给我吃最好，喝最高级的。。要进什么餐厅就近:)

那感觉就像是给在家人背后，要什么，有什么。

有时候甚至奇怪为什么你可以那么的大方对我。呵呵

妄想〉梦想〉努力

可是啊，渐渐的发现我也变成了宅女！恭喜我！

明天我就来见你咯，带了你爱吃的YAN YAN 饼 ！！！

Anti cancer

stop blogging for a while,untill i feeling better. Amount of human fall in sick these day.Heaches,backaches,and dizziness once i wake up from bed,sofa or any big movement within the head,etc cough and sneezing.So i think i unable simply shake/move my head if there have no neccesary to do so :-( I hope these symtoms were all due to getting low-blood pressure or just having poverty of blood.I hope,i perhaps, i pray for it.....

Couldn't get a good mood recently because keep thinking with the gloom way.Crying alone somemore,because Dar was busying with the job while i was so lonely.

T.T

Cheers me with candy,anyone.

and my busy dar, you should know what i wantzzz. **PeaNuzzt Donut**

God teasing us

God

Why would you let this kind of thing happenned on Him?

i wondering have the God ever loved Him before? Or God organised those happening with purpose?

Why Why Why

Can u,God let Him living in Peace and allow him to strive for his goal?

He got nothing from you but u gave him broken family,homeless,burdens....now you take something from Him again! Something which he has to worked so hard to get it,and something that motivated Him to keep going. In btw, this evil "something" also is what that make us apart now! On the other hand,we need that "something" to be together in the future .Is a real together no doubt.Like building own family,having our own house which is one and his ultimate goal to chase on.

But, u took it away.

Therefore,there will a long run to get back that amount of "something".Our dream izzit flowing further from us?

"Smooth roads never make good drivers

Smooth sea never makes good sailors

Clear Skies never makes good Pilots .

Problem and hassle free Life NEVER makes a strong person

Be Strong enough to accept the challenges of Life Don't ask Life , 'Why Me ? . Instead say 'try Me!' "

Dar,aren't you?

Let's say, I DO.

Dar...i like your's optimism. :) sadjbf

i hope i can earn many many many, uncoutable money ! Cut down unneccesary outing from now on !!!
Don't worry dar, i will staying at home as a good girl do.Be loyal to you and wont change in my entire university life just waiting you to ask "can you marry me?" and most probably i will say "I do"

idoidoidoidoido

Snow white outing

Happy + sweet meal that i prepared for my Toshiba boy.

happy?

the rice actually is in Mickey Head shapped,just i couldn't get a ideal lunch box for the decoration. sob....sob....

Had a very yuck brunch ever in TimeSquare.OMG.

We should get ourselves a donught and a branded franchised drink instead. Regretted! Sign!

bad mood,bad mood.

Mission 1 : Success!

Teehee...




=TrueLove=
is invisible
but
it doesn't mean it's nothingness.
God will lead everything ^^
cheers baby.



!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Recently get hungry very frequently, i was like getting hungry after half an hour i have eaten.I woke up at 12.30am yesterday to cook MaggieMee.Damn! All the yellowish half-liquid thingy is accmulated under my skin already. I've never hypnotize myself,really,i know my body size very clear.Nobody could do so.
urgh......(it's time to move it,move it)

i need money....Big amount of money to join the babies to Bangsar for "hunting".

kaka

In order to go "hunting" successfully with satisfying,i think i should start saving my pocket money on food !

Then, i maybe can get an ideal body shape for the dresses.Yeah!

stress....i want to pay digi postpaid bill by myself instead, and the parking fee of my school also.Can i do that? I think cut down the money on food is the smartest and best choice thou.

hmmm.....

how about my lovely malaysia pulau pulau trips?

T.T

never mind....i think i can earn that by part time job! i wan roadshow job !!! I have quite a while no working already.Was i already been blacklisted by the companies?

sob sob....

It's all about money

no money,no talk

but

without doubt

Money is the only thing make Peoples keep going !!!

Let's Runz ,people!

型阿！

哈！我面的却是满臭的。。。

怎样？？？吹么？？？

还是觉得做回自己比较舒服，因为我发现阿。。。我跟我的未来岳父和岳母也是这样相处的。他们也没什么说过我阿，反而觉得他们还蛮喜欢我的。这叫做真性情！哈哈。

越来越觉得我需要和“玩得起”的人做朋友呢。我的未来岳父和岳母也是那样的人！

“家人”就是不一样！我喜欢怎样就怎样！

最近还发现了一个人的最高机密。。。

你。。。

未免也太前卫了吧？哈哈？

好有型哦！

我们家老母说，如果她做了，我们家老爸一定会跟她离婚！哈！

有的人啊，到现在还被蒙在鼓里呢！哈！

我 佩 服 您！！！

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haha...abnormal shirley wong is here.

Just finished chatting with my cousin

he told me " Yea, today somebody born in the same day 20 years ago"

haha

*Happy 20th Birthday Ivan Wong *

Ivan told me many of his frens were dying for PR course, because it is all about writing!!!

Oucsh !

T.T

Beside of giving up on PR, i should pay more to improving english?

As people can see,my writing like shit right now...

i still do not wanna give up on PR ......how?

Keat....when are you willling to lend me a hand? i admire your's writing very very much,no cheat.

T.T

who can help me?

in order to be a success PR, most probably i will upgraped myself to become a

Good english speaker

Presenter

Cheerful

Outgoing

Sociable

whatelse?

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ivan's sister's baby boy born out at Syney...

mean this baby should be his nephew...

hmm.....

what should i call this baby as he is my cousin's baby???

i think he is my nephew too...kaka
Maybe i can just call his name,BUT his name is so darn LOOOOOONG ~

pity boy

his name

Ernesto YiXuan Silva-Leyton-Wong

型到！

handsome boy looked like LUCAS.haha.

Ivan was worriying how ernesto gonna fill up his exam paper when Ernesto grew up.

haha...welcome baby boy.

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tomoro is my dad Birthday...

and we celebrating the birthday at Dar's shop, coz Dar bought a "SUN HOT" fish for my dad as birthday present. HOU YAU YENG ar. kaka....

cant wait to eat this fish.....

my stomach is starving now.

Monkey...Monyet !!!

People....

the muscles all over my body is PAIN.

really 失败 !!! This is caused by lack of exercises...

However, i got fun with the wednesday badminton games and the night market walk with dudes.

C-2-tip Keat always put loads of different emotion on his face while playing badminton,beside that he likes to pretend funny character while playing thge games.

Yea la,Yea la....nobody will noticed you were after broke up with your girlfriend ya. ^^ he made me laugh off my stomach le@.@

hmmm...really so-wanna know how will be about my future,my life...

Argggg~~

i wanna learn 紫薇斗数 !!!

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me, having a very wonderful life now. Awake on 5am then see my sibling preparing to go to school then i would tell them " Yo ,i also wanna be like u guys,can go to school everyday.Haiz....i got nothing to do at home beside watching episod ,online and sleeping"

HAHA...

i like singapore episod so much!!!

“黄金路”

and korean movie

" 六个孩子“

this is my routine everyday, after watching i will go MSN and start video call with my Dar,and do some home stuff. Hoooo~~~~ wonderful !

Yesterday was a lil bit different=Dar off day

we wanna go some where different beside TGV and GSC cinema, so he bring me to VISIT MONKEY at ampang. It's somewhere near KL international School, that can consider as rich people and foreigner housing state. Bcoz the houses is build "on the hill ". KAKA.

Suprisingly i can find so many monkey gathering at that kind of place,you can see the monkeys coming out one by one from the jungle.People stopped their car at road site and feed the MONKEYS. And so as us.

before this, i thought there was a Park or what that provided seat or what.So i made some sandwiches and fruits . But no no no no....there is just a road. A road that full of monkeys.

i was really looked ill ....

any problem with my health???

the first monkey we saw at the half-hill

he is alone...with no buddies...

so, we treat he some peanuts !!! and apple!!!

this monkey very aware of human, he refuse to get down from the tree. So we just throw the foods to him.

Before we reached the place where most crowded by monkeys,

we ate our sandwish first...keke

innocent

this another type of monkey with long tail.

This lady bring a lorry of fruits and drinks to feed the monkeys.
You see, the monkey begging for food...

then she treat monkey "vitagen"

yummy yummy...

this is the one of the gengster...He drink "soya bean"

he got fit body shape,izzit him?

This is the king of the gengster!!!

he is FAT !!! See his arm !!!

Dun play play ...they will attack you X.X

beside of beware of the monkeys will jump on you and grap your face ,you also have to beware of your TOP....ya....while the monkeys were on the tree,and you're below them.They will being so naughty to throw you Mango or any fruits they have finished. Not to forget, they will PEE on you. That's not rain fall, is Urine.

(T.T)

Bringing SRL Camera the next time...