Free

just came back from saloon to "steam" my hair...

damn smooth now....like silk. keke.

ITS time to study again. Sienz.

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*freedom*

Jz like a bird escape from it's cage....!!!

i can go wherever i like, i can buy whatever i wanted !!!

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My life so wonderful....

treat everyone as a Passerby , and dun-care too much....

wow...

Less burden, Care-less

Just enjoy myself in my own world, Care of my own thing that is the most important.

Different point of view toward ppl, word, happening, thinking are really work.

i miss them.

7th March 2009
Saturday

Suppose to attend to the NS gathering at Low Yat yesterday !!! But i'm not feel like going....so i declined.Actually quite worry they will give up calling up a gathering on next time, because the "incoorperation" us always not participated everytime...
Atleast....i know Thing, Hang Hang, MayWen, Nicholes and me were not going....Not only Mi . sorry guys!!! didnt mean to forget about MEMORIES that we got during the nasional service, is the fate brought US together to a Same place to do the Same thing at the Same time.... Just..............................worry the strange that might be appear in between US!

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while i decline the date of the Group,on the other hand, i manage to attend for the lunch wit Sandy...
keke....
One reason why, that's i miss them loads.....
Yoyo joined us too! Really feel so excited can have a proper date with them, coz everybody was busy with their job or study now.....its so hard ....so hard to gather one and another at the same day after our secondary school.

Sandy had quit her job , that's why she got plenty of time for me....
at the same time, Yoyo work as an event job that got Off day in the weekend so she planned to go Low yat wit me........Thought Yoyo could has car instead of taking bus or cab to low yat. But thing couldn't run perfectly as i wish !!!! Her house got insufficient car to use, and we wait for the bus at the bus stop (X.X) a place that full of Dust and bad conditoned of air !!! i hate it ....
and....nothing worse than...
No bus at all....
GOSH@ hELL
since we're late and rushing of time, so we decided to take cab....finally, we hardly get a cab. Thanks !!! Arigato !!!
otherwise, sandy, sandy's bf, Dar, Yoyo and me will be died of suffering from hungriness !!!




Finally we reached..... super excited !!! Cant wait to meet mrs.sandy, althought i still got meet her not so long time ago since she working at Low yat=the same place wit my Dar ^^ I encounter a problem once i reached Low YAT....!!!
should i find my dar or Sandy the first ???
hmmm.... my heart show me the direction ... To walk according the sequences, KEKE. I went to visit Dar first!!! Because Dar located at 2nd floor and Sandy at 3rd floor....


Dar was so busy yesterday....I have been neglected several min by him. keke
Then, i found not Fun at all...so i headed to Sandy's bf work place seeking for Sandy...
sandy sandy where are you ???
i feel shy to walk the shop coz there was full of MaLe, i called her up and i feel luckily i got save her number at the previous Msn....
Guess what???
i saveD the wrong number !!!
*Banish the CaReless CaReless in ME*

Headed to " AH Yep Leng TONG" for lunch ....
whoohoo !!!
Sandy did a thing that i couldn't , and i should shame of it....
that's it .....
she ordered the food after her boyfriend arrival. Not as me. I eat like a horse and never mean to Wait for my beloved at all ....cis cis....
Sandy was well-trained by his Bf huh !!! Thump up



Dar and me ate about rm 60 on that day...Dunno what the hell was going on at all....

hehe !!! But nvm !!!

and thanks for DAr, ordered a soup that especially for Female FOR me !!! Once he ordered the Soup, all of them laugh at Dar, they thought Dar wanna drink it . Misunderstand, Misunderstand huh.
Had a great Lunch with Friend, couple and Lover !!! flying kiss

Then, we take some walk in Sg wang.... we got really walk Only without spending one cent !!!
Cox....Sandy really SaVe nowadays. Of course, come out from home, everything have to be independent especially on financial. Seeing her being changed alot, got hundred of words dunno how to express.
Since we got nothing to buy, but many thing to Talk....so we headed to Gasoline .
omg...
The inside of gasoline is incrediblely horrible with its decoration nor design !!! Espescially the painting on the wall.Wondering how the waiter or waitress how to work at there.

We talk loads loads loads about family problem and Old stories that happenned in our secondary school , feel so fun to recalled back all the happy or sad happening at the past.
Sandy did ask me .....
" are u still so Care and Cannot put down about that thing now?? "
i admitted, Yes!
and, that's one of the thing that can influences me untill Today.
but...........
AFter all, i tried to put down.
BECAUSE, person has DIED. Friends, are came back to me.
Time really can prove many Truth.

SO, anything, just let the time slowly slowly vanish the memories ....tRied to put DOWN.

I also got HIS news....
haha...
Wish him Luck la huh!!! Thanks him alot too. Without him, i wont know how good Chen Zhen Hui IS.
i FOUND out , majority the thing that we talk was quite SAD ....
everybody has their own problem, FRIend jz can stand by them and give them support !!!
Gampateh !!!


Beside, i also found out......
College friends gather will always talk about Where to play, Where to eat, How to enjoy, Love....Love....Love.....
i admitted, i am one of them !!!
But....With sandy and Yoyo, they have to be OR they force to be Consideration !!! All the thing we talk are always cannot leave the link with family,friend, money, how to earn more, how to save more.....etc.
They really CHanged alot !!!
they got a very differnt point of view , VERY DIFFERENT from last time.
they were like older than me within this several month, they hv to carry out many responsibility by their own....
Sandy has a similarity with me, RM 4 also feel so expensive....
AND, We turned not playful recently.

Friends....i was so enjoy to talk to u guys !!!
i miss u guys a lots !!!

Suppose to back on 7 stg to rush on the dinner with my grandparents...
but, end up i went back home with my Dar.....
We went to found a secondary fren that working at the first floor - Ah Teck !!!
dunno-why, he ran away to the staircase once he saw us...What-Happenned???
haha....
Mayb he scare of us to get Free-service from him??? sign !!!
Omg....Yea....i got friends working from the ground floor-----> 3rd floor.
teehee.....good good.


Yoyo wanna buy a lappie....Suprisingly, Sandy know many IT knowledge and she bring YoYo around the 2nd floor seek for the ideal lappie....Wow. I do not know any of the lappie even though my dar work as a sales man !!!
should i feel shame on it???? Yes
T.T
SHE even can talk many computer thingy with my Dar....
AND I JUST can standind at there and asking " HUH???"
sAndy, i admire u .


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tHEN, i back home to kuala ampang with my darling.
Had a nice dinner with Chen's family...
Aunty Jenny pull my EAR !!! for dunno-what REason !!! Damn Painful ......
T.T

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lastly....
i hope all of my friends in the pink of health....
Successful in their life.
Succeed their dreams, i know everyone got their own dreams right??? A car, A bangalow, An ideal JOB, branded thing.......
Atleast, step by step.......right???
finally, we grow up....Got different way of thinking.....
I yelling for CAMEL ACTIVE, SANDY yelling for PUMA, Dar yelling for HONDA CIVIC......


one word : APPRECIATE what u having now !!!

i love all of YOU guys !!!

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Happy Birthday , Thing !!!
miss ya....^^

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lOvely Thursday ever.

Yesterday was so sweet !

as USUAL, got class in the early morning. But, the yesterday the-me was so energetic ....

guess what....? My dar bringing me home after the class. Keke.

this just like a routine, i Skipped C.E class again.... ==

not safety...not safety.

Then, Joined Bell group to Old Town for breakfast . At the same time, i discuss the Cs assignment with Elsen. Not bad, not bad...he got a couple of plan about what to do and how to do....

Hesitated to let him finish Everything tim....LOL!

i wasted Food again...

it wasn't a good habit....but should i blame it on the Food not nice Or blame it on myself because of wasting???

and it was about RM 9 !!!

so bad

Then, we went to the lobby for ......Nothing. Simply a place that provide seat and air-conditioned.

suprisingly, dar give me a call inform me that he is coming. ^^

a Rainny day Wednesday Morning also full of hapiness.

after spending some sweet time at home....

planning to go some-where-else....

Tiring Him again, but tis is my pleasure ^

Dar bring me to low yat since he wanna take back his lappie from his partner .After Jockey our car, dar bought a dozen of Big Apple donut to treat for his working partners. So kind huh ....

B4 the donut been grap finished, i treat myself a "Why-Nut" donut ^^ . I love this the most !!! Cant help falling into Fattening Food !!!

Wanna find Sandy, No reason why Why why i dun have her contact numner....Fxxxx. So now i get it, and we'll meet on tomoro ^^ Hooray !!!

They was a Sony Roadshow goin on on the groundfloor...

The VaiO lappie was insanely looked nice !!! nearly fainted.....................................................after knowing the price = rm8000

The profersional one which is Dar, tell me the function of the model even worse than the other brand...Jz the branded and design costing so much.

Yea.....idiot of the Day : Wilson

stupid wilson, stupid wilson, stupid wilson.....!!!

stupid Gay Lou !!! You ruined my sweet day !!!

IS OKAY..i learn to #Forgive#

my world got no enermy!!!

Then , dar teach me driving around the kuala ampang.
Jz turm round round around the field .



Have a nice dinner from Beng keng Restaurant.
tHere was a always Nice free dinner existed for me whenever my present ^^
glad to have You...You...AND You.........as my family member ^^
i know i'm so "perasan"


*I LOVE MY LIFE*

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Should or shouldn't tell out everything???
should or shouldn't i tell u the truth???
should or shouldn't i change the Url again???

Peace

location : UCSI lobby

Time : 2.47 pm

Date : 3 march 2009

waiting of mummy now...

moody....

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Once i enter the car....

mummy ask : " i wan to ask u a question, and u hv to answer me honestly ! "

i always get worries to this circumtances !

Yea...the question is link to my Dar...and that was all about the Car ...

seem like mummy very angry of that. Seriously.

But, i guess mummy and me will never know untill all the thing exposed by the "8 po* ....keke.

so i called up Dar....

finally he admitted

and everything is alright now.

mummy and me will forgive u , my dar !

and finally, U 're still the ONE i can share everything to you.

i was so scare this happen will influence our relationship, seem i got nobody else can believe to in this time, this period.

This social is SO fake.

Pheeww....luckily, u're still the ONE. ^^

lastly, i know why i was so moody jz now....because i got six sense huh !

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Date : 4th March 2009

wednesday

Presentation Success !!!

i was in Blue on that day

Then, i back to home tend to have a sleep instead of Nap

because i know i wont sleep for only 30 min.....

sleep is to kill time, since my home unable to connect to the internet and since Veron date me On 3PM....what to do???

around 3. 40 pm, she only reached my home. Sign !!!
what else to do ??? instead of girl talk??? gossiping???

they're still nice....looked nice....bodyshape nice....talk nice...everything nice....

had hi-tea in Tanjung....

Memorable, coz Sharon paid for the bill ^^

haha. No fight. No fight.

my life will remain Peace.

Coz

i changed !!!

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Dar bring me to night market at the night....

super duper happy. Hooray....
i think No any argue and fight will be appear in my life anymore.

so....i will stay peace wit my dar forever...forever...forever....

The day wit him will be one word : appreciate !

no title

Wondering ......

why got many date within a week??

And the date will be continues untill the next 2 week....

Maybe the end of Feb -March can be considered as Gathering Period.

Secondary frens...

Ns frens....

Ma sisters....

and

Thing...

i'm so hope to date these 2 ppl.

-Jiawen

-Ice Tang

One is to say "SORRY"

Another is to ask " HOW ARE YOU?" "ARE U OKAY NOW??"

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recently so in love the Weekend...

coz not needed to go to school.

Really so so so so so relax to stay at home. Don't wanna be involved into the society anymore....

But, i'm clear-minded....That's impposible !!!

so....Jz be BRAVE and ACCEPT it ...

You'd already grow up....

^^

Went out for a lunch with Thing on yesterday....Sushi King.

Then .... i thought there will be an outing wit Jiawen at night as Dar's promission....

After several changing....cancelled.

Quite dissappointed. Seriously.

Thought to chat to her since Friday night, but cant make it.

Actually i had ask myself several time, what will i wish to talk to her when i meet her???

50% 50%

Mayb i know, and Mayb i do not know...

i jz such like a retarded don't care of shame...

I'm really shameless.

However....................................sorry

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Play on the kitten today before going out....

Hope they can grow up faster , then leave my home without leaving any KUTU and Fur...

My house really enough wit C.A.T.S

A presentation will be ON Wednesday...

but i haven't buy any former wearing, and yet Dad need a new shoes so we headed to The Mines. Have been a while never go there....new block of mall was opened suprisely.

Nearly bought 2 Top from G-2000....

but , unexplanable-Why finally we walked out the shop....

Maybe we finally "awake" and realize that the prize was a lil too high....sigh***

Then, i got my Top from ''MaPle" ....unexpectedly i would get a Former Top from a non-selling-former-boutique.....

Once i step inside the shop, the sale girl keep smiling with me and They like cant leave their eye off on me.....Ya, me very perasan !!!

But, they really did that....

Then i accidentally heard a sale girl asked my mom : " itsss that ur's daughter??? "

hehe...i knew we looked not alike.

they keep asking my mom, how can i can be so Fair and why my wearing so unique Wor....

*** shy shy ***

In Conclusion, They keep Focusing on me ...LOL.

tHEN, i been force to tried on this dress.

quite nice, but i got no chance to wear it. So....TATA.

nIchii....

i like my eyebrown....which is really brown.

i think, its better to be back what i am....sigh !!!

Lunch time...

Before continues our next station-Jusco cHeras selatan, we headed to Balakong chinese village area to hv our Bak Kut Teh....

sEldom have the mood to upload FOOD pichas in my blog, But once i uploaded, THIS mean its really taste great !!! Thumb UP.

the timing is 11.29pm ...

i'm full of worries now.......

breathless me....

Perhaps i can success.

Died...

一刀被人插死。。。

但不能死得不明不白。。。

Mouth Shut Pls

Stupid Wednesday attend for the 90min class, then can ciao~~

Suprising my mom asked me to skip class .... Jz like what i said, she getting bored to sent here and there.

i guess i can drive after 2 month??? *Frequently PraCtising silencely*

haiz....

What use to skip, if i cannot sleep longer. I'm still awake in the early morning.....

Recently hardly to get a good sleeping condition, pimples also grow out under estimation.

LOL...

I found out i got save Money in this week...

but.........

i use it up in one afternoon.....swt

A aFTERnoon with ***Thing ***

Never mind....keep going the next week !!! Sure can save more !!!

Because i wanna get my shoes AsAp !!!

i got no shoes to wear.... My legs need protection....

let's see how i spent the moneys on Wednesday ba ~~~~

Yea.... firstly, she brought me to Jalan Peel for the Spirit, Roxy, MNg outlet.....

as long as i'm alive....i never ever know, There got such of place like that .There got Starbucks, Basket Robbin and blablabla..... ! Lousy me ~

Hmmm...i'm not understand : what is outlet???

Because i found an old shirt that my mom bought from MNG was still selling at there.
Then, i get myself a Tee from a Boutique and a skirt from a Boutique ^^

Then.....its the time to treat our stomach . Pity Pity my stomach never received any food from morning untill afternoon......

Tend to eat ma Stone Rice at Kim Gary, but finally we have our branch at Black CanYon.

Everything was pErfect....The only thing to complaint is the TomYam soup jz having too little of seafood inside. Lastly, the soup really fanstatically grumbling my stomach.... >.<

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Tension...Tension....Tension....

and i guess this may be the main purpose to catalyse the growth of pimples

Always wanna cry ....i bear the tears not to drop off and i keep the sadness in the deepest way of my heart. This is really hard for me , because i always tell out Everything to ppls whose i always put them as my dearest.

ME nearly considerated as no secret.

I do not know somebody like me , which is tell out everything can create such of many problems ......

i damages the image of my Dar in front of my frens....

On the contrary, i spoiled the fame of my frens....

HAHA.

i'm really Brainless ! sign !

Now...everything must after filter then only speak out.

aNd

i better keep my mouth Shut

HAHAHAHAHA..........

Now i realized..............

The bond was just so fragile................

yea, Dar totally never believe one of his friend , he always show the 2nd characteristic infront of his friend.Friends for him, is nothing. Am i willing to turn so???

Started not care, not to ask, not to be involved.....

But

Not-to-care doesnt easy to succeed.

But

not to deny, Not-to-care will be very useful to me, coz i'll not get influences by them anymore ^^

No matter wht they say,what they did, how they keep thing secretly, and How they feel about me ^^

feel so relax now....................after open-minded.

Thankx for my Lovely dar, always did brain-washing for me.

Omg..............really damn- freaking-fucking RELAX now .

Dar said

everyone has their own secret. So, do not exist any heart feeling when the others chosen not to tell you the happening.

and

Dar always remember me,

When i got nothing left to treasure , atleast i know theres always "a HE" there for me.

"a He" that mAy not exist in their entire life. And throught this , I WON already.

Yea...i got everything since i'm 15th jz i didnt realize and keep yelling FOR MORE.

so........

Just NOT-TO-CARE about the annoying thingy ba !!!

Station 1

The location of Shirley Wong is at Station 1 now....10:07pm
surfing the net for the information of Moral ASsigment....
Hooo....
they sing so sweet.

Enjoyable Outing.

Yea....long time never have outing with ma sisters , so it was full of joy and laughter.
OMG~ i ate 4 days of MCd breakfast ....Because we got loads of coupons ==
and we always can spend hours chit chatting at there.
the fats and calories accumulate like a mountain high in my body. Shit~

Wanna to have some movie on that day, dunno-why i was quite excited about the later on movie. Like a while never watch movie ....totally outdated about the latest thingy ><>

Teehee.....

big head VS small face

shopaholic........ME. ^^
but, i think i've changed a lot a lot a lot.......

My seat-11.
Guess what?? we watched Eden-lake.
while the movie going on half way, i really frustrated and nearly cry desperately in the cinema

i closed my eyes and ears simultaneously (although i unsuccessfully to did it both)
really cant accept the story line begin like that, the movie make me so SAD.....sad.....sad.......Beside sad , no idea what to say so.
mayb i was just too EmO?
without deny, the story line was nice. It a true fact that we should pay on ....
sorry ya....i'm a person who may think in many way toward a movie , a song, a word.....

lastly....
i totally cant used to the absent shoulder beside me, when i need it to lay on when theres any unfavourite scene appear....
T.T

i really too in-love to "manja" my dar....
every boys who sit beside me , i always thought that was HE and tend to lay down on their shoulder T.T.
Be caution..Be CAUTION....