Is about Nothing~

Wesak Day.....
a very good wesak day on friday, because due to this public holiday
i can away to class....

Do u know how tiring it is, when u were having class from 9:30-8:oopm on Thursday then you have to wake up early in the next morning for class, summore the class is quite r-u-b-b-i-s-h one...
><"

butthean,
is okay larrr....
because yesterday quite conentrating to the class and get the point ! especially when u know there's someone waiting for you in the coll, u'll be extra-energetic ! =)




又听过认真的男人最美吗。。
哈哈。。












Good news, my car is finally well-fixed.
Bad news, i got driving phobia
alamakkkkk

Protective guardian

我的宝贝真的很疼我
也很爱我
那叫做疼爱



我们昨天终于看了我想看的电影
他还买了一双正版球鞋和袜子给我



。。。。。。。。。。讨。。。。。。。。。。
。。。。。。。。厌。。。。。。。！
袜子可以买翻版的啦……
哈哈……

刚好，
我的CAMEL ACTIVE开嘴了。
谢谢！



我知道你们很讨厌我！=）





currently in library....
planned to finish all the homeworks and assignment within this 11am-3.30pm break!
yea....i got long break today
never mind, i get a very nice place in library today
You know what?
i had breakfast with mummy just now....
take my breath and discussed about USA again....
again, get scolded. SAD.
sHe ask me not to think so much,concentrating on studies blaaaa~
good!
I WILL LISTENING TO YOU!
just be obedient as a mama-girl do.
no-choice, i got a protective mom.

~Heart breaking~

I want to go USA !




I take my determination to ask my mummy again just now......
It's so hard to open my mouth to ask her, because she did reject me last time
What is the answer for this time?

She gave me a big "NO" again...again...and again.....!
shitzzz! my tearsss dropped. idk why i cried, Don't ask me!
Maybe is because she doesn't ever listen to me to explaining more further and detail then she straight a way band me guaa~
~ngorr jip shou mmm dou lor~
never listen to my further explain then thrown a NO to me!!!

She gonna make me regret for my whole life!!!
Give me shoulder, i want cry!
my mom is just too protective, and not allow her children to have a look of the world.
~ngorr jip shou mmm dou lor~
my mom isn't open minded as i thought.
i misunderstand her already.



Dash Baby.......how to make my dream come true?
i want a shoulder now.

懒和蓝有关

来了……

它们又悄悄地，一堆一堆地涌进我的生活里来了……

要避的始终避不了……

这个学期，只能说，真的很懒！

The ARBS, old schoolmate of him

S.U.N.D.A.Y
is nothing special, is just another boring day for me


Bf used to sleep on sunday because afternoon is not working
Parents used to go Jusco on Sunday, but today is excluded.
=(
normally if things happenned to be like that, i would do my homeworks in Sundays
=(
because after Sunday ,there will be a brand new studies week
i HATE Monday @#$%^
tons of unfinished homeworks are about to be done.

****************


Boring
and i have just noticed i have abandoned my camera for like yearsssssss
luckily my brother is still using,otherwise that gonna be wasted.
i review the photossss.....
HaHa~
very nice to review the previous photos.



*One day, in Rayson's birthday....*

Wilson Vstyle and the man

THE best dude when want to date for DOTA

FROM ARBS
The secondary friendsss.

James looking at the cicak in rayson's ceiling. i guess*

EMO-shitzzz

Ahem*his teeth got gap.






curang*1

curang*2






Ann beloved pet,Hamster, know how to drink












I just can't stop laughing
long face hamster






Jason Ong and the Ann

lazy worm

same emotion ><"

habis makan, nak balik

Anthoson, i guess*

Drink larrr, i will not tell Kathleen

Wilson's body




Wilson's boobs

Wherever the boys are, Dota is there also ><
hectic !!!






i can always see the boys most attracting smile
when they're Dota-ing

idk who.....too many stranger on that day
><"
just admire his pose

The first time meet him in real after 5 years
><"

Yea......
Those are Mr.DASH secondary friend
Last time he always got no time to attend this kind of gatheirng, without denied he's a bit alienated from majority of them.
But in his deepest side of his heart, he do care his friend a lot.
of course lar, i still the NO.1 position in his heart. Friend still the 3rd because Family is the 2nd.
haha.....
cheersss!


^^
i started to miss my secondary friend already.
sobb...

我的妈咪

儿女做错事
父母大多都是为难的
但是，做错事又很难避免的
所以父母总是为难
我想我可以做的只有
警惕，小心，感恩，报答



昨天在警察局里的每一秒钟对我来说都是很痛苦的
如果我是那个女儿的妈妈
我一定把那个麻烦的女儿给骂得落花流水了
但是这个妈妈就不同
她说
下次小心
当作拿个经验
破财挡灾



心里百般激动
我爱你
妈咪

Accident on 513

First and foremost....
i had involved in a accident yesterday
I accidentally crashed a big lorry in front of my car
accidentally or i'm speeding ?
I really do not know, i'm awaked when "Bang!"
i remembered i got scream at that moment
^^
but then, i think i'm steady enough larrr....
i drove my car to a side , didnt cried (just drop fews tears when i call Dash for help) ,shivered a while only then continues to settle down my broken car.
HAIZZZZ.



Shameful...

LOL

He's everything to calm me down ^^



how to tell ....
my feeling was " this day had finally comes to me"
haha
i would generated this kinda feeling is because.......
sometime i must admit i'm quite G-a-n-a-s in driving
mayb i'm too confidence in driving gua, haha, frequently back and forth from cheras to ampang is my driving practices since i got my license.


Yerrrr.........
i hate troubless....i hate troublesomeessss........
NO CARRR
I gonna make my mom and bf tired again


The mechanic promised us that our car will be well-fixed on next saturday,
which is the day my dad coming back from china.
(T.T)
me,mummy, Dash and his's family are trying the best to hide the truthh from my dad.
Not going to tell him,Ellow,how to tell him i had actually go and crash a LORRY this and that blaaaa




In this moment i was thinking........
in the morning which is the morning before i crashed, i was attending a class
called Study skill....
The lecturer was teaching on "How to manage anxienties?"
WHAT THE FXXX is these...?
Well, in this conincidence, i got to know how actually i gonna manage my anxiety throughout this tragedy. Finally i got to know.SWT




*************************************


oKie, let's take that accident as a lesson and do not let it happen again!
Forget the unhappy and let's recall the happy moment i had in thursday night.
Simply had a korea dinner with the coursemate after the burdensome subject.

see this women, haven got drunk but her face turned reddish
hyper-excited, i guesss :D

pinang-kia

cheeeerssss....
everyone was a lil insane on that night.....
including me....




Hmmm, how to express my feeling now....
i'm glad i can safely bring everyone back home on that day.
Luckily i got into an accident on the next day....
if all of is involved in accident because of me, omg, that's terrible.
haizzz.... so how is now?
anyone willing to get into my car the next time?
:D






lastly, as i'm writing blog now which is also mean that i'm fine.
god blessing.

L.E.A.R.N.I.N.G

is another wednesday.....



Pheww~
after all the add and drop
finally we got a comfirmation for the course selection
i would be taking totally 4 subjects in this semester.


i must score this semester !!!
have been a loong time lost contact with the capital letter of "A"
How is the feeling of getting all B which is nearly A?
let me tell you, that's embarrassing and representative F.A.I.L.U.R.E.
nah nah nah.
gambateh lorrr!!!

Yesterday went LowYat with the Mr.D
for some business purpose, then headed to T.S. for movie
how to tell him i was actually hate T.S a lot?
Anyhow, i'm satisfied enuff
because....
this man really got heart one
No deny, many times all the thing i did to him was actually with purpose
the purpose is to test his patience, and his response to me
that is also so called the lau-gai
ha-ha
So, throughout all the obstacle he went through from my tactics.....
he passed...congratzz.

But the test will be ON forever ever, whenever i'm alive.
muahahahaha~
.call me monster.

Yes larr.....i understand. Excessively lau-gai normally create annoying and disgusting (negative)
so, women really have to be smart on what should do, and what should not do on what timing.
Haiz....many to learn.
The whole life is about learning. Tiring.










Specially thanks to ANN
she makes me feel i'm not the lonely one
because
her boy is also a SIENZ house-man.
ha-ha
can fight with Mr.D
Anyhow, thanks for awaken me.

Release.

is Monday......

After 3 days no contact
We are finally okay now...
Was suffering for common cold these day, non-stop on running nose and the mucus was kinda watery.
it can keep coming out from the nose but without any of my conscious.
Today is the worst, almost getting fewer
Mr.D came to my house and bring me medicine
no doubt, it's so sweet of him.
Then, i asked for chee cheong fun, he also went all the way to bought me =)

After all, both of us were fall asleep under my warm blanket
it's so nice to sleep when raining+after consuming medicine+ FULL.
haha




OK la.....
We have been together for 6 years.
May be i shouldn't complaint so much as i'm suppose to know his patterm since long time ago

What i can do is accept the fact
accept his everything

i shouldn't feel unsatisfied on this timing, as it's already too late?
i have been spending my 6 years on him and nobody wants me already T.T
OK la......
he's indeedly a good man , a good husband.
To think of marriage, he's a NO.1 choice of person.
Hmmm, about not good in romantic .........
This is genetic factor or may be the genes in his body were born to be like that.
In the light of this, I'M THE ONE have to do adjustment on my mind and A.c.c.e.p.t.
As long as the man is love you, i think this is the most important.Dont't you?



i have been isolated meself these days...
and i found i still left a lot of pocket money on this month.
haha
i going out soon.
for food or for fun or whatever
=)

真的累了

以前常听你说伤心的时候
心会凉凉的
最近
我体会，我的心
真的凉凉的。



真的累了
有谁也跟我一样
爱情长跑的吗？
很想聊聊。

S.I.E.N.Z lifeeeee

i cant wait to know when my selected subject gonna be approved
if and only if, those are going to be approved
then....
Wednesday,which is tomoro i will be having class from 0930am -> 0800pm
ha-ha
speechless.
sienzzz life,sienzz love,sienzz body shape, sienzzz face condition,sienzz time table.....
Everything just so S.I.E.N.Z
if the timetable is going on, then i gonna say bye-bye to my yoga class.
ha-ha
how sienzzz~




feeling to say B.Y.E to love life
sometime, being alone really not so bad tho.

when only i can go pulau perhentian?
i feel like crying.

我要健康和快乐

昨天。。。
很意外地，我们看了IRON MEN2
很意外地我睡着了。。。
不是什么，只是我真的太累
这星期就不知道为什么有很多时候都是要早起
真的太累。
单单是YOGA的时间就。。。累死我了
0630就要起身 ahem*

很高兴地就在戏院的走廊的某种反光材质排了张照
=D



然后MR.D很好的带我去吃我就爱的cendol&rojak
还加料。
我知道你都常来偷看的啦，看到吗？
我又说你好话啦
=D




LABOR DAY
1ST MAY 2010

今天两个老的不用做
是家庭日
老爸几天前遇见多多多多多年不见的儿时同伴
(就是那种以前一起爬树，下河抓鱼，和一起经历发育青春期的那种朋友)
那老友就介绍了一位中医给我爸
所以今天我们就去了KLANG找他


怎么说呢。。。。
我们又遇到贵人了
要不是有给他把一把脉，我以后可能就不能生孩子了
有点夸张，我伤的还蛮不轻。
=)


希望他真的是我们的贵人吧。。。
我妈说做好事真的会常遇到贵人的
上次妈妈的肿瘤也是中医治好的
他们总说，西 医 是 慢 性 自 杀
可是就很奇怪，这位中医就叫我们不要戒口
什么都吃是最好


他们有这样的一个说法就是
吃葡萄叶志葡萄籽
吃黄梨也吃黄梨籽
吃西瓜也吃拿白色的部分
那吃香蕉也要吃香蕉皮吗？
哈哈
总之，那位老爸的老友也是他治好的
50 岁像30岁
真的不骗你
我就是不敢相信到要在这抒发一下
听老爸说他以前还很胖
现在。。。
FIT到~
而且那巴生的BAK KUT TEH的肥猪肉是一口接一口的吃的咯~


没有话讲！
可是啊。。。从明天开始
我们全家都要开始喝中药了
一天喝2次
T。T
哭都没有眼泪
算了，苦口良药



希望我们一家能够健健康康！
最近真的受够了家人们太过的自我担心
搞得我自己也神经兮兮的
难怪，因为老妈朋友得了乳癌
是恐怖的咯~
现在开始真的要注意饮食
不过好财的事，我们总是遇到贵人。


祝：我所认识的人都健康快乐！