I'm SAD

Five days to go......

I will leave.......

Today no mood........

so i am here now...........

blogging

I went for a hair cut...... abit regret about that !

my lovely long snake hair had gone ~

becoz my hair was immutable and frozen, it was in a complete mess too....so i did tat decision

ONE FALSE STEP BRINGS EVERLASTING GRIEF !!!

Nvm....i should not be regret ! tis is my decision .

hope my hair can grow faster and longer....

last time , my hair was so long....i tink it might be inconvenience when i joining the camp !

the new hair tat growing then, sure will be more heatlty and nice !

I not dare to telling my dar about tis........

he loves my hair so much ....so how??

Well, he will still love me of course without my long hair .

Dar......i wanna cry :(

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FOR MY DASH...............

I wish i can have a heart to heart talk wit my Dar...but no chance so far !

i wanna hug him and tell him many my inside feeling like last time we did.....

huggie ***

i really hope tat u can be more considerate ...

u could treat me good, could concerned whether i am cold, hungry, tired,angry, or feeling not well....But , sometime, u could not !!!

U could talk softly to me sometime also....or u could talk rude to me >.<

Mayb i am the troublesome ONE....i admitted !

and...one thing, i wish u can know and change jz for me is...........

DO NOT BE TOO OVERCAUTIOUS OR AFRAID OF GETTING INTO TROUBLE

AND

I WAN YOU TO TURN UR'S GAZE ON ME, WHEN I AM TALKING TO YOU..

i know i'm too innocent and having childlike acting...For u , i am not good in guard against to the other.BUT I will try my best to protect myself .Gv me some confidence.

and, FOR me, u are too sensitive !!!

If u love me, u should bring me hapiness !!!

my hapiness is wat???

Dar...i wish u will know wat u should do for my hapiness !!!