" Hw r u? lng time no c u, jst wana knw hw u r doing?
tc.c u arnd. if u r free v cn go 4 lunch 2mrw arnd 2.
i wana treat u.u r sweet frend that i met in malaysia "
i'd received this message several weeks ago from a foreign student. This message is still inside my mind, but i have no ever reply her due to several reason.
Why am i being like this....
mmm...i think is because both of us are in an awkward situation, i just hope that she can just forget about me and not trying to do anything to thanks me.
Omg, i'm a real freak!
mmm, What to say is, i feel embarrassing because i have cheated her for not fetching her to the 2nd boneSetter treatment.At the same time, we got communication problem.I've tried so hard to talk "english" with her, i know she must be very comfusing in understanding what i'm talking....so end up i've loss my confidence and fed up to interact with her.
what i wish is, totally stop interacting with her with the REASON = i couldn't speak a fluent english !
i know, i know....those reasons sound very weird,but it's truth.
i always like to escape from the challenges and dificuilities.
On the other hand, some of my closet telling me not to being so kind and helpful in nowadays because "anyone" that asking for HELP from you may with other bad purpose. So sad to accept this as reality and truth in this "changed society". People said, if you saw a person with all blood on their body also don't stop the car to help them because you'll do not know whether they're real blooding or just poured some animal's blood on their body in order to get your sympathic then..........xxxxxxx
However, i know you're not a part of parcel of them :D
just what i can do for you is tat's all.....
No matter ppl how not agreeing me to help you, i still wasn't regret
Anyhow, i received your "heart". Not need to thanks me :D
Dash also injured his leg like the girl did, and i know it's really painful. So i went to Dash's place quite frequent in the previous week to take care of him, not really also. XD
Lastly,make Sure you Take care yourself, Dood !
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