Love Matter

PUMA cat

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miss him a lot.
Didnt meet him for several day but i couldn't endure for the separation anymore.
the hardship come back to me again...
because now he starting to work so hard again like last time he did in lowyat.


Sienzzz Sei.
hope to get marry soon.
Sometime really did think of it very seriously since both of us are faithfully treating each other
and always wanna prove to people, Kita Boleh ! First Love Boleh !
no betray,no playful,no lies,no kidding,no dissapointment.

just finished reading Daphne's blog, she has a very clear description about her love story.
it's sad.
it's sad to get hurt continouesly and i can see the helpless in her for being not to trust on people anymore.
i able to understand why and how.
i think her right man just havent appeared,and i hope that Mr.right will totally change her mind in the future.
i wish her luck even though we do not know each other.

Sometime i would think we'll break up in the future.
Because i worry thing will not goes smoothly as years go by. As we have being as a couple from 15yrs old...
i don't know how to tell it out about the feeling in my heart and what's the mind thinking
on the other hand, i don't wan to think so much.
Don't wan to think something that i don't wish to be happen.
Because what's in your mind the most,THAT will be truely happen. (from "SECRET" )

Love is complicated....
especially when the longer love journey you go through...
what age should we be marry also a question.Most probably we will experienced 10 yrs of being couple before going to marry.10 yrs?? izzit very loooong ?
How to say , if and only if, there are something happen btw this 10 yrs??? How to say if that traedgy is unsolved,unforgivable,irretrievable and we're impposible to marry with each other through this bad happenned?
Izzit that i have wasted my lovely 10 yrs with irretrievable ?
These is what i having in my mind - roughly.

i'm very yearning for marry life.
this is due to you. Dash.
You give me many pieces of beautiful pictures about how perfect will be in my future .
You give me hope
and promises.
Please keep your's promises. I'm not deserve a beautiful liar.